Lord , have mercy . I am the father of two children , 7 and 4 and a new baby due this month . My eldest child was diagnosed with high functioning autism , causing violent outbursts and impossible behaviour . He is very passive in school and now the doctors are pointing the finger at us because he doesn't disrupt class . We are also trying to get a statement of special ed needs and the process is so against the parents , and all geared up not to provide any help because of financial reasons . We are in the middle of that process now . Please pray that we get the required extra assistance in school . Please pray that the doctors see the truth and are honest and not underhand .
For 7 years we have battled to survive living with this behaviour and trying to help my son . Throughout this time I have deepened my faith , totally changed as a person to live for God . Right now I can't see the light out of this darkness . Every day now seems so dark , please Lord reveal yourself to your servants . I raise my children knowing God , my parents and family have rejected me because of my faith , yet their lives are also seemingly so easy and simple . They look upon us and judge us as failures , and on paper it looks that way . Why Lord are my troubles mounting whilst those of my atheist family non existent . I pray day and night Lord , but my joy is far from me presently . I feel I can take many trials but having my own child with so many problems is so hard to bear . Lord help us .... We need you now . Don't let my enemies gloat over me . Have mercy
For 7 years we have battled to survive living with this behaviour and trying to help my son . Throughout this time I have deepened my faith , totally changed as a person to live for God . Right now I can't see the light out of this darkness . Every day now seems so dark , please Lord reveal yourself to your servants . I raise my children knowing God , my parents and family have rejected me because of my faith , yet their lives are also seemingly so easy and simple . They look upon us and judge us as failures , and on paper it looks that way . Why Lord are my troubles mounting whilst those of my atheist family non existent . I pray day and night Lord , but my joy is far from me presently . I feel I can take many trials but having my own child with so many problems is so hard to bear . Lord help us .... We need you now . Don't let my enemies gloat over me . Have mercy
