Recent content by Nisa

Hello everybody. I am sorry if I disturb by writing here; I am readying these forums for months and this particular section is the only one I actually feel at peace while reading it. I really don’t know how people are not confused by Christianity. If i only stay and see the situation in my...

Wow,I can't believe that so much time has passed and I am still struggling. I went for some time to a Calvary Chapel but I don't go anymore. I am so afraid of being part again of a protestant church. I am very dissapointed of me because it is clearly my fault I am still struggling. I do have...

Thanks everyone for your replies. It was a very hard night, but it passed. Still feeling the same, but at least is light outside now. I dread that night will come again. I know that God is forgiving, but still, the bible clearly states we must obey him and flee sin. You know, I was able to deal...

I really don't see a reason to live. I struggle with sin and I can't see a way out. I read so many things about how to overcome it but I fail. I doubt that I am even saved. John said that if you remain in sin, you don't belong to God. I know this and I still fail. Afterwards I have panic attacks...

Thanks so much everyone for your answers. I don't know why I am reacting this way, but I am really having a hard time now because of this. It's like a mental torment, thinking at the past, at how I went in the last years with fear and anxiety at church, at the constant struggle to appear that I...

Hello everybody! Since I turned to Christ while being a teenager, I grew up in a Charismatic church. It is a small church,mainly made up of young people,most of them really wanting to know God. There was a lot of emphasis put on gifts and especially manifestations but not that much on holiness...