I don't think there is much point in my pursuing this, eugler, as you expect to understand with the analytical intelligence what is utterly beyond it. And that goes for quantum mechanics and the dolts who still cling to the mechanistic paradigm, so that instead of understanding that a paradox is an ABSOLUTE contradiction in terms, plum illogical, they've come up with the term, "counter-intuitive". Indeed, it is anything but. A paradox is anti-rational. Were it untrue, it would be an oxymoron.
This state of affairs is perpetuated by the Beasts of the Earth, the multinationals who increasingly fund research, even now setting up departments in Ivy League colleges such as Princeton. You want funding, you toe the line. You take the direction we tell you. It's all about "manufacturing consent". The perfectly comprehensible, thoroughly logical, mechanistic paradigm is ideal fodder to bamboozle the public, when any consumer controversy arises. "Scientists tell us that that their research..., bla, bla." The ultimate paradigm of all knowledge! Indeed, 'science' used to mean just 'knowledge".
There is a YouTube clip on beauty and Truth in science of a talk by Murray Gell-Mann. Bursting with laughter, he said that when people told Einstein so and so has proved a flaw in your 'relativity' theory, he'd just say, 'Oh, it'll go away...' It evidently happened a good few times.
When the truth of the matter is that physics is as full of paradoxes, absolutely imponderable, never mind insoluble, mysteries, as the divine mysteries of Christianity. And with quantum physics this is never-ending.
I quoted on here from the Science folder of Guardian Talk, a post by a physicists who had been a member of the team that pioneered satellite communications, and who had, as a student at Caltech, been a personal friend of Feynman, and three other, named, Nobel laureates, as well as a good number of other very distinguished scientists. He had many conversations with them, and he said that when the "suits" were not around, - although often in their homes, as well - they were all of the opinion that the paradoxes of physics are just that - 'counter-rational', not 'counter-intuitive'.
Physicists are actively discouraged from thinking about quantum physics:
A Lazy Layman's Guide to Quantum Physics
Like so many people with a conscience, you have obviously been deeply scandalised by the history of the Church, particularly perhaps, the Catholic Church, but all power structures attract psychopaths and sociopaths, and they do tend to gravitate to the some of the highest positions.
However, without the good, sometimes heroically virtuous people in the Church, there would be no Christianity today; and the strangest thing is - and I know this form personal experience - that the values taught down the centuries by the Church (concurrently with the scandalous witness), we assume we were born with, that they are our birthright. They are not. When the reality is that it is those same values that enable to feel such keen outrage at the wickedness perpetrated. With the spread of secularism those of us old enough to remember the forties and fifties (with the honourable exception of African Americans), are witnessing, day by day, our societies plummeting into an abyss of wickedness we could not even have imagined in those days. Each day, some new unheard of level wickedness is reported - perhaps the most horrifying, by children, committing rape or sodomy on their young class-mates, or babies being ripped out of the woman of an expectant mother, by another woman, unable to give birth herself.
Your blanket strictures re missionary activity just seem to me extraordinarily naive for such a worldy-wise person. Despite the truth of the African person who said: When you came here, you had the bibles and we had the land. Now we have the bible and you have the land,' the missions are one of the crowning glories of the Church. Ask the poor in South America and other oppressed areas?
Do you think secularists will stamp out the murder of people who are albinos or accused of witchcraft? Secularists are only interested in their countries' natural resources, and they don't even give them a bible.
Anyway, you sound a good person to converse with, and it's been a pleasure, as far as it's gone.