Hopeless...

Hopeless 12/27/08

"Keep going",
"Stay strong"
That's what they tell me,
But everything has gone horribly wrong.

They don't listen,
They don't understand,
They don't realize,
Life is slipping out of my hands.

They continue to tell me,
Everything will be alright,
But, they're wrong,
Nothing ever turns out right.

Life is hopeless,
I fail at everything.
They just don't understand,
I'll never succeed at anything.

I'll never get better,
I'll end up dead.
Especially with these horrid thoughts,
Sworming in my head.

They don't know,
How much I hurt inside.
They don't understand,
How many nights I've cried.

A failure,
That's all I've ever turn out to be.
Hopeless,
That's all I am, it seems to me.

All that's left,
Is to await my fate.
Which isn't too much longer,
Life is what I hate.

Never again,
Will I see life in white,
It's always black,
No hope is in sight.

No one understands,
No one will ever know,
How much pain I feel,
There is no way to show.

The indescribable agony,
Which is dwelling in my soul.
There is a void,
My heart will never be whole.

Shattered once again,
Broken to the core.
I finally know,
I can't go on anymore.

Finally letting go,
Finally give in to fate.
Knowing that it's over,
Knowing that it's too late.