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  1. LittleH

    Trying to un-depresonalize

    Hi Inthesafeplace I've only just seen and read through your thread but when I read what you have written, I knew I had to reply. If it is alright with you, I would like to share some of my experience. I have been diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) [formerly known as Multiple...
  2. LittleH

    what are you feeling right now? (22)

    I'm feeling trapped and hurt
  3. LittleH

    rules and DID

    Yes the sense of isolation is awful. I feel it too, so I do understand. I'm glad that I could lessen it a little for you. I think it's really important to hold on to the fact that you don't have to do anything you don't want to, and that includes forgiving those who have hurt you. Personally I...
  4. LittleH

    rules and DID

    I have been met with so much condemnation that, to be honest, it is now my expectation. I am genuinely surprised when anyone is kind to me. I try not to let the DID and other issues of abuse be obvious to other people but there is only so much I can hide. I was having a quiet conversation with a...
  5. LittleH

    rules and DID

    I understand how you feel Madison. Most days it feels like my head could explode because there's so much going on and it can get quite confusing. I'm learning about my parts and my past, and I often want to deny that it happened and that this is my reality. The switching, amnesia, flashbacks...
  6. LittleH

    Does anyone on here suffer from Fibromyalgia?

    I'm hurting so much today and I just can't stop crying. I really don't know what to do with myself. I think I must have explained myself badly. I have a very good pain consultant who is treating me for fibromyalgia. It's just that, up until now, he has been helping me deal with pain in my...
  7. LittleH

    what are you feeling right now? (20)

    alone and unloved :cry:
  8. LittleH

    Does anyone on here suffer from Fibromyalgia?

    I've just recently been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and I also have joint hypermobility syndrome. Other than a referral to a specialist physiotherapist, which I am waiting on for who knows how long, I haven't been given any advice on what to do. I have been seeing a doctor at the pain clinic but...
  9. LittleH

    Always a victim?

    Hugs are always very welcome! :)
  10. LittleH

    Different kind of flashback? [trigger warning: CSA]

    Hi PressingThrough "Sometimes, when I'm inside, deep, deep, down inside myself, I can see what's happening still on the surface. But I'm watching it from afar, and it's not me I'm watching......I can see myself talking and interacting and doing and feeling, and yet it's not myself, it's just...
  11. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    Sleep well :hug:
  12. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    Enjoy your time with Jesus :)
  13. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    and sometimes they can't see a dislocated on an x-ray so leave it like that for nearly a week before putting it back. It's no wonder my knee has been messed up and painful!!
  14. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    I can understand you not wanting to see doctors again. Most of the time I have to be dragged kicking and screaming! I'm really concerned if I choose to go myself. I'll always pray for you, that's what friends are for. :hug:
  15. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    Those sound like utterly ridiculous excuses.... I think you're gonna have to be really firm with them. Not being paid fully can have so many really bad consequences.
  16. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    It's rubbish that your pay is still not right, Tins. :mad: Hhmm, I hope it can be sorted soon. I'm sorry you're gonna have to sort this out. :hug:
  17. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    I understand not liking going to doctors. I don't like going either and yet I somehow find that I spend so much of my life with some medical professional or other. ^_^ I'll keep praying for you, my friend. :hug:
  18. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    That doesn't sound good :hug: Don't you want to go to a doctor? If it's not anything to do with your eyes, then it could be something else. There might be something you could take to stop this from happening. You're my friend, I care about you. I don't want you to suffer.
  19. LittleH

    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    I'm glad the nausea is easing but shaking isn't good. At least you know what to expect.... Does it mean you are ill? I'm worried now....... :hug:
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    Jimmy P's Funhouse (15)

    Why are you feeling sick? :hug: I'm sorry you are not feeling good. That's soooo horrible. I'm praying for you, that you feel better really soon, preferably now. Do you think sleep would help, maybe make you feel better? :hug: