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    Starting ECT tomorrown--Asking for prayer, advice & encouragement

    Yesterday was my second session of ECT. The way it works is that you get it done 3 times per week for a month. Depending on recovery, it may be less. I'm happy to say that it really works! (as least for me). After the first session i instantly felt better..not 100%, but significantly better...
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    Getting ECT tomorrow--asking for encouragement, advice and prayer

    Thank you so much for going out of your way to ask your friend about it. Yesterday was my second session of ECT. The way it works is that you get it done 3 times per week for a month. Depending on recovery, it may be less. I'm happy to say that it really works! (as least for me). After the first...
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    Getting ECT tomorrow--asking for encouragement, advice and prayer

    If anyone here has had ECT for depression, I'd love to hear about your experience. It's now been 6 months of crippling depression and i have finally decided to go ahead with the ECT procedure. I start the first session tomorrow. I'm still nervous about the possible side effects (memory loss...
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    Starting ECT tomorrown--Asking for prayer, advice & encouragement

    It's now been 5 months of crippling depression and i have finally decided to go ahead with the ECT procedure. I start the first session tomorrow. I'm still nervous about the possible side effects (memory loss etc), but the despair to get better has now made me willing to try this procedure since...
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    Will be getting ECT and want to know your experience

    I know i haven't been here for months, but I want to thank all of you who took the time to respond to my questions in this post. It's been now 5 months of crippling depression and i have finally decided to go ahead with the procedure. I start the first session tomorrow. I'm still nervous about...
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    Will be getting ECT and want to know your experience

    in what way were they never the same? memory loss? cognitive problems?
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    Will be getting ECT and need to know your experience

    I've been in a deep crippling depression for over 3 months. I've had about 3 hospitalizations this yr. with one suicide attempt. I've had some mania in between, but i returned to yet another depressive episode with a lot of anxiety that has been worsening for over the past 3 months. I'm...
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    Will be getting ECT and want to know your experience

    I've been in a deep crippling depression for over 3 months. I've had about 3 hospitalizations this yr. with one suicide attempt. I've had some mania in between, but i returned to yet another depressive episode with a lot of anxiety that has been worsening for over the past 3 months. I'm...
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    tell me which lines are best

    Thank you very much.
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    King David said: "free me from my anguish"

    Turn to me and be gracious to me for i am lonely and afflicted. the troubles of my heart have multiplied. free me from my anguish, look upon my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins. See how my enemies have increased and fiercely they hate me. Guard my life and rescue me; let me...
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    tell me which lines are best

    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome... arching like a dart across sheaves of air, barren and alone. As the birds' cry fades, a hollow space remains as if a mother lost its child and had to go on moving; learning how to turn away from the echo of the infant's cry. Among the...
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    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome--need a critique

    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome... arching like a dart across sheaves of air, barren and alone. As the birds' cry fades, a hollow space remains as if a mother lost its child and had to go on moving; learning how to turn away from the echo of the infant's cry. Among the...
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    tell me which lines are best

    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome... arching like a dart across sheaves of air, barren and alone. As the birds' cry fades, a hollow space remains as if a mother lost its child and had to go on moving; learning how to turn away from the echo of the infant's cry. Among the...
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    Please Help me

    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome... arching like a dart across sheaves of air, alone and barren. As the birds' cry fades, a hollow space remains as if a mother lost its child and had to go on moving; turning from the echo of the infant's cry. Among the living, i am a...
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    slowly dying...seeking God

    thank you so much
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    slowly dying...seeking God

    I greatly thank you for your prayer, for your sensitivity of my illness since a lot of believers think of mental illness to be a result of satanic oppression or weakness of faith. This illness is a proven neurological disorder and most people are ignorant about it. No one would ever say to a...
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    slowly dying...seeking God

    Thank you. I will remember your words. It brought tears to my eyes when you said: You are who you were, that little girl is still alive and well. God is alive and well and has never changed in your life. This illness has chipped away at me little by little, limited my life and made me feel...
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    slowly dying...seeking God

    I have tasted the goodness of God and found him when i was 18. I COME AND SEE AND "DO". I know that he is good and merciful and he has shown me his grace countless times. Though your last paragraph showed more mercy, you are presumptuous and somewhat abrasive in your assumptions of my spiritual...
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    slowly dying...seeking God

    I suffer greatly from a mental illness that berates me with severe clinical depression. (Bipolar disorder)It stole much of my life and i am no longer the person i once was. i have been struggling with this crippling depression for years, but i grow weary and have lost the will to live and fight...
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    Remember me as a good thing

    I saw a bird punch through the hollow dome... arching like a dart across sheaves of air, alone and barren. As the birds' cry fades, a hollow space remains as if a mother lost its child and had to go on moving; turning from the echo of the infant's cry. Among the living, i am a foreigner -- A...