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I met a guy recently that I really liked, for the first time I felt alive and special. Well one night we were talking and he was asking me why I wouldnt open up and why I kept holding back. I decided that that was the time to tell him about my past and the fact that I was raped. I was not...

It is getting close to the 2 year mark. It happened on July 4th, a wonderful day. I have been having more dreams about rape lately, and reliving it more often. Its hard to pretend to be ok and happy about the holiday, as if its just another day. We are taking a family vacation, and making a...

So I had a lovely conversation yesterday with someone I know. They had heard that I thought I was "raped" They felt that it was time to sit and talk with me and clear it up. We sat and discussed how all the events that lead up to that night were my fault. They showed me how when I flirted I...

When did you feel comfortable dating again? Because I'm not. People keep trying to set me up and I am just uncomfortable with the idea. Not too long ago, my friend kept trying to set me up with a guy that was hanging out at her house. She kept pushing him towards me. Besides the fact that I...

When someone asks if you are a virgin? What are you suposed to say? Yes I am because in my heart I know that I didnt want sex that night. Do you say no because you are pratical and when it comes down to it you are no longer physically one. How do you say yes and no at the same time...

Hey there, I tried to talk to someone in person about what happened, but it didnt go good. I guess I shouldnt have been suprised, but it still hit me hard :sigh: The person I tried to talk to wasnt involved in anyway, but they still had very strong feelings. You can imagine a few of the...

Hi there, over the past year or so I have ran across some great novels. They have 4 stories in one book and are all set in the same town with a lot of the same characters. They are all Christian books and the characters are Christian also. The ones that I have read have been: Texas, New York...

This is what someone asked me recently. :mad: I was talking about the situation with me and my mom. I know I had a good childhood, and I know that she loves me. I dodnt have near as bad a childhoodd as so many, I always had food and clothes. They couldnt understand why I felt I needed to...

I'm really depressed tonight. :sigh: I try to be happy and upbeat on the boards, there is no use to whine, but tonight I cant help it. So please bear with me as I share some of my feelings. I think it may help me tonight, and if you dont care, please dont respond. I had some really bad...

About a week ago I was at my friends house and her cousin came over. He is the one who r*ped me. Everyone was so happy to see him and so glad that he was there that I couldnt make a big scene. Well him and his best friend and brother were talking about girls and being vulgar and the guy said...

Does anyone else have this problem? I am so ashamed of what happened that I have a hard time functioning sometimes. I am still dealing with what happened, and I cant seem to get past the shame. In my mind if I wasnt guilty than I shouldnt feel like this.

What I mean is when do you call it physical abuse? As a child I was treated badly by my mom. I know she loves me, I just also know that she has emotional problems and would be better off if she would agree to counseling. My childhood wasnt all that bad, there were a lot of really good times...

Ok so the other day I was thinking.... and I realized more things. A couple of years ago, I was again at my best friends house, me her and her older brother were fighting, you know like brothers and sisters do as fun. This guy was just like my older brother since I did not have one at the...

Ok so a year ago I was raped, well at least I think I was. What happened was that my best friends cousin had been after me for a while. I was avoiding him to the best of my ability. Each time he came around he took advantage of me and pushed me way past my comfort zones, and forced me...

Hi My name is Lucy, I am 20 and I live in Texas. I recently came to this site and am completely amazed at what this is. I would love to meet some new people on here and get to know them. I would love it if you could reccomend some people for me to pm to get to know. If you know of anyone who is...