I am concerned for my father. Its not that i want to hate him. I want to love him and help him, but his behavior is unacceptable. His too judgemental of people, often times you realise its wrong. Because of his behavior, my family members dont talk with him. They distance themselves from him. He hurt my mother physically and psychologically and caused her so much distress. As a result, i grew resentment toward him. It reached a point, i had enough. I keep having thoughts of killing my father such as killing him in his sleep by strangling him. I read the bible and ask heavenly father to help me overcome such thoughts. I love my own father deep inside and i dont want to hurt him. I know its not worth it but his behavior is affecting my family. His not willing to listen to me, always angry and moody. You cant talk with him. I could see his suffering. He could commit suicide if my family leaves him. His going to end up being lonely and miserable. I realise his behavour stems from his negativity and the way he views the world which is distorted. He has this helping quality and does things without any expectations. Now, he totally lost his good qualities and no one wants to be around him cause of his negativity. I hate him by the second, cause his behavior is the reason for his misery and he doesnt understand that, always blaming my mother or people around him. How should i interact with him, i need a solution cause i feel like killing him. How do i cope with such people.