I am in need of prayers and support...
My husband of 8 years asked for a separation 4 weeks ago. Told me he loved me but was no longer inlove and that he needed space to figure things out. My world fell apart. My husband is 32 and admitted to meeting a 20 year old girl at school and that he was falling for her (my husband is ex military and is going to school to become a doctor). I left with our two year old daughter, although I fought him initially. I decided respecting his wishes and giving him time could heal us. He agreed to stop his relationship with the girl, and I emailed her asking for sympathy and to give me time to work on things with my husband. My husband and I attended 2 Christian counseling sessions before he said he no longer wished to participate.
On week 3 of our separation, he stated that he knew what he wanted, a divorce. I was very curious to why he had made his decision so quickly bit the only answer he could give was that I was a good woman, but he didn't want a married life. I continue to go to Christian counseling alone to give me strength and advice. My counselor advised that my husband has "checked out" of our marriafe and that he is more than likely still seeing the girl. I didn't want to believe it, but he was right. I checked phone records and found that they were txting, sending picture mail at all hours of the night and calling eachother like lovesick teenagers. When I confronted him, he met with a divorce attorney.
The day before we separated we had sex, and I now find myself pregnant. We tried for 4 months to conceive our first daughter and it astonishes me that one night of unprotected sex led to this beautiful mariacle. I have been on my knees asking God for guidance, strength and hope. I pray not for the restoration of our family, but that he guide us all and show us His will. I asked for a miracle, asking my husband have a change of heart. To give himself up to the Lord and let him find his peace.
The miracle of this child I carry was not the miracle I thought I'd get, but none the less a true gift from God. When I told my husband the news, he cried with fear and sorrow. Got on his hands and knees and begged me to get an abortion. That he would never be a father to it. I'm so lost. I love my husband very much but can not fathom how he could want me to kill our unborn child. My heart aches. All I want is his love and support. He believes I trapped him. Conceived on purpose to keep him from divorcing me. I told him I would not stop him from divorcing me, but he explained he couldn't live with the guilt and would kill himself if I kept the baby. Please pray for my family. For our strength to navigate these hard times.
My husband of 8 years asked for a separation 4 weeks ago. Told me he loved me but was no longer inlove and that he needed space to figure things out. My world fell apart. My husband is 32 and admitted to meeting a 20 year old girl at school and that he was falling for her (my husband is ex military and is going to school to become a doctor). I left with our two year old daughter, although I fought him initially. I decided respecting his wishes and giving him time could heal us. He agreed to stop his relationship with the girl, and I emailed her asking for sympathy and to give me time to work on things with my husband. My husband and I attended 2 Christian counseling sessions before he said he no longer wished to participate.
On week 3 of our separation, he stated that he knew what he wanted, a divorce. I was very curious to why he had made his decision so quickly bit the only answer he could give was that I was a good woman, but he didn't want a married life. I continue to go to Christian counseling alone to give me strength and advice. My counselor advised that my husband has "checked out" of our marriafe and that he is more than likely still seeing the girl. I didn't want to believe it, but he was right. I checked phone records and found that they were txting, sending picture mail at all hours of the night and calling eachother like lovesick teenagers. When I confronted him, he met with a divorce attorney.
The day before we separated we had sex, and I now find myself pregnant. We tried for 4 months to conceive our first daughter and it astonishes me that one night of unprotected sex led to this beautiful mariacle. I have been on my knees asking God for guidance, strength and hope. I pray not for the restoration of our family, but that he guide us all and show us His will. I asked for a miracle, asking my husband have a change of heart. To give himself up to the Lord and let him find his peace.
The miracle of this child I carry was not the miracle I thought I'd get, but none the less a true gift from God. When I told my husband the news, he cried with fear and sorrow. Got on his hands and knees and begged me to get an abortion. That he would never be a father to it. I'm so lost. I love my husband very much but can not fathom how he could want me to kill our unborn child. My heart aches. All I want is his love and support. He believes I trapped him. Conceived on purpose to keep him from divorcing me. I told him I would not stop him from divorcing me, but he explained he couldn't live with the guilt and would kill himself if I kept the baby. Please pray for my family. For our strength to navigate these hard times.
