Lord have mercy! I felt that too for a long time, being born catholic, then being an atheist, then nondenominational, etc... at the moment I'm still technically churchless but after serious study and reflection I think I've found my home church. I don't want to sound preachy (God forbid I'm the last person qualified to) but the only think that has helped me find the historical, traditional and rich spiritual quality of my christian faith is the Eastern Orthodox Church.
I sincerely hope you find the spiritual life you're seeking, it's an ugly place to feel despondent over spiritual or ecclesial matters.
God bless
I am turned off by even EO churches. Don't get me wrong, i do understand that these places have good people in them, and im not judging people, but religion itself has really became distasteful to me. This website is exactly why i feel the way i do. I see people (here at CF) following this way and that way, and they are all divided and wasting their time being divided over things that just seem so unnecessary to me. I seriously doubt i'll ever join any church. Not just because of this reason i mentioned above however, but also because i do have other (personal) problems which prevent me from attending Church. I did at one time really want to attend church though, and to be part of a fellowship of believers, it delighted me to think about it. This website though has only made me want to stay away from Church organizations altogether. Seriously, i just cant handle things i see here.
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