I was working overseas, teaching at a Christian school. Classes were scheduled back to back with no break for me one day. This young woman was sitting in the back of the classroom when I taught. I left some materials I needed after I finished teaching and rushed back to get them for the next class. The teacher introduced me to a new teaching assistant. I said Hi and left and didn't think much of it.
A few hours later, I was sitting in the teacher room. They had a tables all lined up like a big long table. The teaching assistant was at the other end. I realized how beautiful she was. I didn't even realize it was the teaching assistant I'd met. I thought, I wonder if God will give me a woman that beautiful to be my wife some day. Then I pushed the thought out of my mind and went to work. I noticed that the pretty girl had a church bumper sticker on her bag or briefcase. She didn't work there after that, so I never saw her.
About a year later, I'd moved to the city. A guest preacher at the English service I attended invited me over for dinner. He taught at a Bible college and had an apartment in one of the buildings on campus. I went there during winter break. He told me I should visit some time and have a look at the English books in the library. I did, a couple of times, when break was over.
I'd met a young man there, Yoel the first time I visited the library. The next time, I was downstairs below the library in the open-air multi-purpose room that served as a cafeteria where the entrance was. Two young women walked in. One was really good-looking. She said to me, "Hi, sir." I had a peak at her as she went up the stairs and she was looking at me. The girls talked to each other and giggled.
It turns out, she'd been depressed about breaking up with her boyfriend who'd had some other girlfriends. Her friend had just encouraged her that the Lord could bring her a husband from some other country if He wanted to.
Several minutes later I was still there, talking with Philemon, a student who was holding a guitar. The young woman came down stairs and saw me there. She believed the Lord was directing her to talk to me. But she said, "I am a shy Asian girl" and she didn't want to strike up the conversation with a man she didn't know. So she sat next to Philemon and asked if he knew how to play a song. I struck up a conversation with her.
She had a word of knowledge about my gifts and calling that fit well with what I knew about myself. I remember she suggested I go to her. My water bottle had spilled in my backpack. She took the backpack and put it in the sun.
I went home and asked the Lord if this woman was going to be my wife. She went home and wrote down her prayer that the Lord give me to him and her to me in her prayer journal.
I ended up giving her my phone number and not asking for hers. Later, she was hoping someone else would answer. Someone else did answer, a guy who liked to chat up women, though he was engaged. Eventually, someone there passed on the message. I lived in a house that had a construction office in it, too at the time.
I got the message, her number. I called her back. She told me much later that she was dancing around all excited after that. She didn't let on when I called.
When we were dating, she mentioned something about that prayer journal that she might show me later, but it 'hangs up on our relationship.' Her English wasn't so great. My Indonesian wasn't so great. She kept calling be 'brother.' I thought that was to reinforce our 'just friends' status I suggested early on. We were 'just friends' but I took her out to dinner every single night until I felt like I was lying by just calling her my 'friend'-- not realizing they do that right up to engagement over there. When I'd try to talk about us not being just friends, she was scared I was trying to tell her I didn't want to date her and would stop if she was interested in me. It was kind of silly, really. I remember laying out all the evidence that she liked me one night, saying, "you like me don't you?" until she finally admitted it. We'd been dating every night for about a month, probably, at that point.
I wanted to be 100% sure before I proposed, though. I'd had a lot of little hints, like it seemed like the Lord had told me I'd meet my wife that month. She got upset during a phone call early in our relationship, and I'd prayed and got the reason why, which she told me later, and it sure seemed like the Lord was speaking to my heart affirming when I asked if I was to marry her.
Finally, though, I got some advice from a married 40-year-old and a bit older missionary there. Basically, you pray and tell God your decision based on the evidence you have, make a decision, and go with it, and ask Him to stop you or tell you otherwise if that wasn't the right one. My girlfriend went on a missions trip, and I prayed about marrying her. Right before she got back, I took my friend's advice, laid out my reasons for why I believed it was a good thing, God's will even, and told God if He didn't want me to marry her to let me know, or just stop me. When I made up my mind, I wasn't 90 or 90% sure. I was 100% sure. I had a peace about it. It's tough to get married to a woman in a collectivist culture like my wife's too, where weddings involve a lot of involvement from extended family who culturally, can have a lot of power. Parental consent is considered mandatory, at least culturally. I don't think the civil registrar would have signed without her parents' consent. I got it, so it wasn't that big of a deal. But her dad had worked around oil men and knew of 'contract wives', so he was a bit concerned at first, but came around really quickly.