Need encouragment or just plain tired

GodsChild29

New Member
Jan 1, 2015
4
0
✟15,114.00
Faith
Baptist
Marital Status
In Relationship
Too much to explain so I'll out it in bullet format

- 2013 turned down orders to Naples Italy because of dating at the time
- Got into a car accident hit from behind on my way from duty just minding my own business
- Paid 800$ for insurance the morning of it lapsing so they couldn't cover for my rental which was 3 months
- Promoted a month before but cant enjoy my pay because of loan allotments
- We broke up in December of 2014 after found out she was texting her ex boyfriend
- Loans from rental leave me in financial ruins plus her failure to help while she was living with me
- Struggling to pay rent off and on
- My tire blows out on the way home one night and now Im in the same situation paying for a rental and having to use the insurance check just to keep a float financially instead of getting my car out of the shop
- Got moved to the office with all the big bosses in the command which is great career wise but my hours are extra long and finances still bad living off of loans
- Got approved for a loan to pay the rent but the deadline was yesterday and it doesn't post to my account until Monday

I'm at my wits end in having faith and believing because it seems like prayer does not work and I began to question whether or not he really cares or exists.. and I go out of my way to help people and give my last.. but it seems like he is blessing others at will... with marriage, promotions, and etc.. I'm done with God and his fake promises. .wont give me a break.. he is always on time? Well guess what.. the money posting to my account wont help me Monday because the deadline is today.. so I can add an eviction to my list of highlights that God allowed while I was praying... funny, others my rank are buying houses while I'll have to move in barracks.. after all my hard work.. and I have to work twice as hard while they at least get to enjoy their pay and I don't.. I don't even have any kids smh ... feel like giving up believing .. what else bad is going to happen? Feel like quitting.. I just really wished God would use someone on here to give me guidance
 
Last edited:

David Hunter

Be passionate about pursuing your purpose in life.
Site Supporter
Sep 14, 2015
854
742
Cleveland, Ohio
Visit site
✟335,610.00
Country
United States
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Single
Everything you're going through is worldly stuff. We all go through trials. Even the happiest people you meet... their still fighting some kind of life battle.

If you haven't already, read the Book of Job. And, if you have read it re-read it. He was blameless and upright and feared God and shunned evil... and look what he went through.

I noticed you said, "I'm done with God and his fake promises... won't give me a break... he is always on time?" He does keep his promises. You have to understand, God is always on time. HIS time. Not your time.

Put on the Full Armor of God and fight the Good Fight! Hold tight to your faith, brother. I'm praying for you!
 
Upvote 0

David Hunter

Be passionate about pursuing your purpose in life.
Site Supporter
Sep 14, 2015
854
742
Cleveland, Ohio
Visit site
✟335,610.00
Country
United States
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Single
As I was doing my morning reading today I couldn't help but think of you.

I was reading Hebrews 11-13.

"All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth." -Hebrews 11:13

"Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father? If you are not disciplined (and everyone undergoes discipline), then you are illegitimate children and not true sons. Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of our spirits and live! Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it. Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. Make level paths for your feet, so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed." -Hebrews 12:7-13

Keep moving forward!
 
Upvote 0

David Hunter

Be passionate about pursuing your purpose in life.
Site Supporter
Sep 14, 2015
854
742
Cleveland, Ohio
Visit site
✟335,610.00
Country
United States
Faith
Christian
Marital Status
Single
I keep forgetting to ask... What's your name GodsChild29?

I just read my Daily Hope from Rick Warren (RickWarren.org). I think this is for you as well (copied directly how I received it in my email):

[“Take on an entirely new way of life — a God-fashioned life, a life renewed from the inside and working itself into your conduct as God accurately reproduces his character in you.” (Ephesians 4:22-24 MSG)

Many religions and New Age philosophies promote the old lie that we are divine or can become gods. Let me be absolutely clear: You will never become God or even a god.

That prideful lie is Satan’s oldest temptation. Satan promised Adam and Eve that if they followed his advice, “You shall be as gods” (Genesis 3:5 KJV).

This desire to be a god shows up every time we try to control our circumstances, our future, and people around us. But as creatures, we will never be the Creator. God doesn’t want you to become a god; he wants you to become godly, taking on his values, attitudes, and character. We are meant to “take on an entirely new way of life — a God-fashioned life, a life renewed from the inside and working itself into your conduct as God accurately reproduces his character in you” (Ephesians 4:22-24 MSG).

God’s ultimate goal for your life on Earth is not comfort but character development. He wants you to grow up spiritually and become like Christ. Becoming like Christ does not mean losing your personality or becoming a mindless clone.

God created your uniqueness, so he certainly doesn’t want to destroy it. Christlikeness is all about transforming your character, not your personality.

Every time you forget that character is one of God’s purposes for your life, you will become frustrated by your circumstances. You’ll wonder, “Why is this happening to me? Why am I having such a difficult time?” One answer is that life is supposed to be difficult! It’s what enables us to grow. Remember, Earth is not Heaven.

Many Christians misinterpret Jesus’ promise of the “abundant life” (John 10:10) to mean perfect health, a comfortable lifestyle, constant happiness, full realization of your dreams, and instant relief from problems through faith and prayer.

In a word, they expect the Christian life to be easy. They expect Heaven on Earth.

This self-absorbed perspective treats God as a genie who simply exists to serve you in your selfish pursuit of personal fulfillment. But God is not your servant, and if you fall for the idea that life is supposed to be easy, either you will become severely disillusioned or you will live in denial of reality.

Never forget that life is not about you! You exist for God’s purposes, not vice versa. Why would God provide Heaven on Earth when he’s planned the real thing for you in eternity? God gives us our time on Earth to build and strengthen our character for Heaven.]
 
Upvote 0