Too much to explain so I'll out it in bullet format
- 2013 turned down orders to Naples Italy because of dating at the time
- Got into a car accident hit from behind on my way from duty just minding my own business
- Paid 800$ for insurance the morning of it lapsing so they couldn't cover for my rental which was 3 months
- Promoted a month before but cant enjoy my pay because of loan allotments
- We broke up in December of 2014 after found out she was texting her ex boyfriend
- Loans from rental leave me in financial ruins plus her failure to help while she was living with me
- Struggling to pay rent off and on
- My tire blows out on the way home one night and now Im in the same situation paying for a rental and having to use the insurance check just to keep a float financially instead of getting my car out of the shop
- Got moved to the office with all the big bosses in the command which is great career wise but my hours are extra long and finances still bad living off of loans
- Got approved for a loan to pay the rent but the deadline was yesterday and it doesn't post to my account until Monday
I'm at my wits end in having faith and believing because it seems like prayer does not work and I began to question whether or not he really cares or exists.. and I go out of my way to help people and give my last.. but it seems like he is blessing others at will... with marriage, promotions, and etc.. I'm done with God and his fake promises. .wont give me a break.. he is always on time? Well guess what.. the money posting to my account wont help me Monday because the deadline is today.. so I can add an eviction to my list of highlights that God allowed while I was praying... funny, others my rank are buying houses while I'll have to move in barracks.. after all my hard work.. and I have to work twice as hard while they at least get to enjoy their pay and I don't.. I don't even have any kids smh ... feel like giving up believing .. what else bad is going to happen? Feel like quitting.. I just really wished God would use someone on here to give me guidance
- 2013 turned down orders to Naples Italy because of dating at the time
- Got into a car accident hit from behind on my way from duty just minding my own business
- Paid 800$ for insurance the morning of it lapsing so they couldn't cover for my rental which was 3 months
- Promoted a month before but cant enjoy my pay because of loan allotments
- We broke up in December of 2014 after found out she was texting her ex boyfriend
- Loans from rental leave me in financial ruins plus her failure to help while she was living with me
- Struggling to pay rent off and on
- My tire blows out on the way home one night and now Im in the same situation paying for a rental and having to use the insurance check just to keep a float financially instead of getting my car out of the shop
- Got moved to the office with all the big bosses in the command which is great career wise but my hours are extra long and finances still bad living off of loans
- Got approved for a loan to pay the rent but the deadline was yesterday and it doesn't post to my account until Monday
I'm at my wits end in having faith and believing because it seems like prayer does not work and I began to question whether or not he really cares or exists.. and I go out of my way to help people and give my last.. but it seems like he is blessing others at will... with marriage, promotions, and etc.. I'm done with God and his fake promises. .wont give me a break.. he is always on time? Well guess what.. the money posting to my account wont help me Monday because the deadline is today.. so I can add an eviction to my list of highlights that God allowed while I was praying... funny, others my rank are buying houses while I'll have to move in barracks.. after all my hard work.. and I have to work twice as hard while they at least get to enjoy their pay and I don't.. I don't even have any kids smh ... feel like giving up believing .. what else bad is going to happen? Feel like quitting.. I just really wished God would use someone on here to give me guidance
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