Hi, I'm writing this cause I seek guidance on things that I have done and wether I'm doing the right thing to correct my mistakes. I posted on another forum but I want more input. When I was around 17, I attempted inappropriate behavior with animals, There was no penetration but I was close. I stopped before I could go any further. I was scared about what I had done and immediately turned and apologized to the dog and to god. I trembled the rest of the day in fear. I have trouble remembering why I attempted it. I do remember that it happened shortly after I discovered masturbation. I have in recent times gotten that under control. The inappropriate behavior with animals incident was a one time deal, I never tried it again. In recent times I have finally begun a journey into Christianity. I was always one who was loosely into it. I always accepted Jesus and God. But never did much more than pray to them. What I want to know, Am I on the right path? I understand that I must repent and I really try. I want to be forgiven but it's so hard to tell if I'm on the right path to it. I'm scared, I've read that one must forgive one's self and I do. But the memory creeps up the back of my head and makes me remember it like a plague. I've also read that one must take and learn from their mistakes. I've done my best to do that as well.
Other issues bother me as well. So many talk about the end of the world. So many say the lord is going to return. While I have no problems with that, is it wrong to believe in a better future, to believe that instead of ending the world will get better. I feel if I wrote something like this on a page where they were talking about it. I'd be called a fool, I like to believe the world will get better. Is it wrong to believe such a thing.
Other issues bother me as well. So many talk about the end of the world. So many say the lord is going to return. While I have no problems with that, is it wrong to believe in a better future, to believe that instead of ending the world will get better. I feel if I wrote something like this on a page where they were talking about it. I'd be called a fool, I like to believe the world will get better. Is it wrong to believe such a thing.
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