Hopeless mom of 5

Hello. My name is Whitney. I'm 27 years old and I stumbled upon this site searching for online prayer groups. I am desperate for faith counseling, as I can feel myself becoming more discouraged every day. My husband and I had 3 children, and with a single income we were on a super tight budget already. I was on birth control, but last year I became pregnant. I immediately stopped taking the medication, went to the doctor for confirmation, and was told I was pregnant...with twins. My excitement was taken over by fear.... I was so terrified, so overwhelmed. I honestly couldn't believe God would see it fit for me to have two more babies. But I ignored my fears, pushed them down, and embraced the experience. Just as feared though, its too much. We are facing homelessness, I'm terrified. My car was repossessed, I am going to lose my job without a vehicle. I am out of options. My church has helped as much as they can, we've prayed and prayed but I just can't catch a break. I know God gives the strongest people the hardest tasks but this just seems so impossible. I've started a GoFundMe campaign, but even that just seems.... pointless. Please pray for my family. I need help so desperately, I adore my children and I want the world for them.