Recent content by RockofPeace

  1. RockofPeace

    I need help, prayer, and advice...

    I have done something horrible. I've betrayed the woman I love, the mother of my child, in the single most awful of ways, and I don't know what to do about it. She doesn't know, but I don't want to tell her because she'll leave and take my whole life with her. Where do I go from here...
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    Got a new sermon, nowhere to preach it. :/

    I'll have to take that under advisement mikey. Thanks. :) And @ beforHim: I went to Faith School of Theology for a few months (I was a student) but I had to come back for family reasons. Surgeries were involved, etc. But around here, Faith School and Grace Theological Seminary are the...
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    Where does this end?

    It's been a while since I posted on this, I've been pretty withdrawn from everything. My sincerest apologies for not keeping you all updated. I'm still waiting on God's provision, and it gets harder every day. :/
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    Got a new sermon, nowhere to preach it. :/

    Being as patient as I can, but I feel that this message is for an area outside of my own. And the reason I haven't been able to share this message anywhere is because the Pastors within 100 miles of my home are too proud to let a 19 year old man preach at their church. I don't understand it...
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    Got a new sermon, nowhere to preach it. :/

    I just finished up some Sermon notes on the evils of Post-Modernism, but, living in the area I do, it's hard to find places to preach them. Anybody think they can help me out? I don't mind travelling I suppose, it'll get me out of the house. lol.
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    Where does this end?

    I've been faithful to God, I keep praying, but nothing gets answered, or so it seems. And every time I think he is answering me, something totally opposite happens. Please, pray that God will give me clear direction, and that he'll restore to me the thing that I desire most.
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    Vision of the black horse

    What prophetess is saying is that the black horse is the means to accomplish something big in your life, but it doesn't have a rider because the will to accomplish this event isn't there. I don't claim to know what the vision actually means, but that's what I believe prophetess was saying.
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    Lots and Lots of prayer

    I'm glad to know that you found the healing in the name of Jesus. :) Praise the Lord!
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    dead end

    Heavenly father, I pray that you will keep this man in the palm of your hand. jesus, there is nothing else that need be said, heal him, restore him, be beside him. In Jesus's Holy name, Amen.
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    Pray please

    Please pray that god will have his will and his way in my life. Thanks all.
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    Having trouble moving on

    Thanks all. I can't go into great detail, but let's suffice it to say that God is Great, God is Faithful, and he's working absolute miracles in me and my life now. :)
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    Having trouble moving on

    Maybe I forgot to mention the part where she lied to me about why she left me, and the fact that she already had made a committment. That's what an engagement is.
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    Having trouble moving on

    Yeah, it's only been nine days, but I've been through her with this before. And I'm 1000% willing to forgive her, in fact, I already have. I know God is with me, and I know he'll heal me if I ask it. And so I have been. The hardest part of this is the waiting. God's timing is perfect, but...
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    Having trouble moving on

    It's alright. I'm not particularly obsessed with getting her back, I just want her to be happy in whatever she's doing. But I miss her everyday. And another hard thing is that the Church I have to go to because of school is full of her family, and her as well, so I have to look at it every...
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    Can't control my own thoughts?

    The same thing happens to me. I struggle with it, same as you do, but I find my joy in God, and he helps me to banish those awful evil thoughts from my mind. Just keep praying, and as it has already been suggested, be careful about the things you watch on tv and stuff, and just remember that...