Recent content by 3choes

I apologize as I am still a little confused. Does having fear mean that I am not a believer? I say this as I do believe and accept Jesus as my savior, but because I struggle with constant fears does that make me a non-believer/not saved? I would definitely not recommend getting your tonsils...

Thank you all for your replies!! So wait...just to clarify. If I am full of fears, that means that I am NOT saved? Unfortunately I suffer from extreme anxiety (since I was 9 years old) and am fearful of near everything.

Hi Joseph! Honestly it is the thought of death. My wife and I have had discussions about it, and my wife even starts to "fear" death. Just the sheer though of not knowing. For me, a death from sickness - whether it be your heart, a disease, etc. is the ultimate fear. I am also afraid of what...

Hey Joseph! Thank you for checking in on me. Our baby boy arrived safe and sound on March 9th! He is doing very well and both my wife and him are healthy. Unfortunately, the heart arrhythmia that popped up for me is still there and I see a doctor next week. I have gone to the ER and they state...

Hey everyone! I recently had a tonsillectomy on my birthday that was absolutely terrifying. I had been sick since Christmas Eve 2023 with Strep Throat and numerous antibiotics. I am doing better now and almost completely healed! I bring this up as I feel my faith has been tested to the ultimate...

Hi Everyone! I want to thank you again for all your prayers and support! My throat is finally near healed and feeling much better - unfortunately I've developed a type of heart arrhythmia called atrial bigeminy out of the blue. My doctor is prescribing to wear a Holter monitor for 1 week. To be...

Thank you all very much for your prayers! The surgery on Thursday went well...I am in recovery. I have be honest this is much more painful and strenuous than I could have imagined. The steroid (prednisone) I was prescribed for inflammation caused a heart arrhythmia in me, so I ended up going...

Hey Everyone! I wanted to reach out to the community on here as something has been deeply weighing on my heart and mind. This past Thursday (February 15th) was my 29th birthday - I had a tonsillectomy. I had been ill since Christmas Eve of 2023 with recurring strep throat and 3 rounds of...

Hey Everyone, It's been awhile since I've posted on here. I wanted to ask if the community could pray for me and my safety during/after my tonsillectomy this Thursday. I have been ill since Christmas Eve 2023. I'm 29 years old and it could be a little risky - Im not looking forward to the pain...

Hey everyone. I had posted here awhile ago during a very trying time with my wife. I have been mentally and physically going through one of the most stressful times of my life. My wife and I went through a living nightmare that almost caused us to divorce. My anxiety/panic disorder has worsened...

Hey everyone! It has been a little while since I last posted on here. I recently went through one of the most horrific trials of my life - my wife separated from me, and we were debating a divorce. I was on my knees almost every day praying for guidance and comfort. Thankfully, my wife and I...

Hi Everyone! I have been going through a nightmare the past couple of months. My wife (recently married this past October) who I have known 6 years decided to separate due to multiple issues going on. I have been praying and praying, but the hurt and anguish seems to just keep piling up. Not...

Hey Everyone! I wanted to just give an update of what has been going on. My family and I have been praying so much for guidance - I have been on my knees in prayer and have gone through so much hurt. Miraculously, my wife agreed to go to marriage counseling/therapy, and it has been amazing. It...

I wanted to reach out and thank you all again for the support. It has been excruciating. I think I am on the amends, but the pain seems to come in "waves." Honestly, the more I have been seeking God, the more my eyes are opened to what is going on. There are days where it almost feels like I...

Thank you everyone for the replies!!! I just wanted to update here a little bit about what has been going on... I was supposed to go down to Florida this past 4th of July week to visit my family - but for some very strange reason (along with panic anxiety), I just was not ready to leave. At...