Yesterday I was feeling kind of depressed, and I wanted to talk to someone. So I tried to get in contact with my two old ex-friends because we play a game together sometimes. As I got the server name and tried to play with them, I instantly remembered why I had to stay away from them.
They made me feel really awful, like a burden, and they always ignored me for their own fun between the both of them. We were building stuff on this game and I told them I didn't want to build on their turf since they had a plan, and one of them responded. "Well just go kill yourself so you will spawn so far away that you won't even touch our area." and I just felt like it didn't matter if I was playing with them or not. They didn't want anything to do with me.
Then I remembered God asked me to let go of them. He wanted me to forgive them and myself for all the problems I had with them in the past, and go on with life without them. I realized why He did that, because every time I talk to them, I feel so insecure and empty on the inside. God didn't want me around them for that reason alone.
So did you lose friends when you started following God? Or God kept knocking them out of your life if you made any new ones because He knew they were not good for you?
Share your stories.
They made me feel really awful, like a burden, and they always ignored me for their own fun between the both of them. We were building stuff on this game and I told them I didn't want to build on their turf since they had a plan, and one of them responded. "Well just go kill yourself so you will spawn so far away that you won't even touch our area." and I just felt like it didn't matter if I was playing with them or not. They didn't want anything to do with me.
Then I remembered God asked me to let go of them. He wanted me to forgive them and myself for all the problems I had with them in the past, and go on with life without them. I realized why He did that, because every time I talk to them, I feel so insecure and empty on the inside. God didn't want me around them for that reason alone.
So did you lose friends when you started following God? Or God kept knocking them out of your life if you made any new ones because He knew they were not good for you?
Share your stories.