i have been married for 18 years and have 5 beautiful kids. my wife and i are regular attenders to church. my wife wants to leave me. we have had our problems through the years, nothing thats unfixable. early on it was me taking my wife for granite. over the past few years now i tried a career change that failed and have since had a terrible time finding consistant work. my wife works 2 jobs and we obviously struggle to make it. she is mentally fried and has grown to resent me. she now says that there is nothing left to try and fix. she is still here just not sure how long. she has also become friends with a single man at her second job. she claims just friends, but texting is daily. now my wife is an extrodinary woman when shes spiritually healthy and never quits anything. i love her more than words can describe, but nothing i say or try and do seems to help. i have told her i'm not giving up on her and have tried to put my pain aside to be at home for her. im scrambling to find a job to relieve her stress. i feel so powerless to save this marriage and have nobody to talk with. cant afford councelling, she wouldnt go right now anyway. praying earnestly for this situation, but kinda loosing myself.