Well, I was very upset today and I hear these voices in my head. One of the voices was really nice and he was trying to witness to me and tell me that Jesus and God love me. For some reason I wouldn't listen to him and the more he witnessed to me the more angry I got.
Then at 2:44 pm I told this nice voice that he was a devil. The evil voice that I hear in my head told me a long time ago that I would die at 2:44 pm so now I'm worried that I committed the unforgivable sin at that time exactly just like he said I would. I'm worried that this nice voice in my head was the Holy Spirit and by calling him a devil I just committed the unforgivable sin.
The nice voice keeps telling me now that "It's okay I'm not the Holy Spirit so you didn't blaspheme against the Holy Spirit." He says as long as I believe now it will all be okay. I'm just really upset with myself that I didn't believe the nice voice when he told me that God and Jesus love me. I feel like I hardened my heart to God and I rejected God and Jesus inside of my head. The nice voice keeps trying to witness to me and tells me constantly to believe in God and Jesus.
I don't want to reject this voice, but I feel like I was given magical signs from God that I will go to hell. The nice voice says, "How do you know where these signs are from? Those signs could be from the devil." I keep arguing with him though because I keep thinking the signs I got were from God.
Did I commit the unforgivable sin by calling the voice in my head a devil? I'm really worried right now. I'm trying to not harden my heart to God any longer. I want to accept Jesus all the time in my head, but I often argue with the nice voice because of these signs I feel like I was given.
I'm taking medication and working with a psychiatrist but I still hear voices all day long. Maybe I need a med adjustment or have to try a new med.
Thanks,
SnowTiger
Then at 2:44 pm I told this nice voice that he was a devil. The evil voice that I hear in my head told me a long time ago that I would die at 2:44 pm so now I'm worried that I committed the unforgivable sin at that time exactly just like he said I would. I'm worried that this nice voice in my head was the Holy Spirit and by calling him a devil I just committed the unforgivable sin.
The nice voice keeps telling me now that "It's okay I'm not the Holy Spirit so you didn't blaspheme against the Holy Spirit." He says as long as I believe now it will all be okay. I'm just really upset with myself that I didn't believe the nice voice when he told me that God and Jesus love me. I feel like I hardened my heart to God and I rejected God and Jesus inside of my head. The nice voice keeps trying to witness to me and tells me constantly to believe in God and Jesus.
I don't want to reject this voice, but I feel like I was given magical signs from God that I will go to hell. The nice voice says, "How do you know where these signs are from? Those signs could be from the devil." I keep arguing with him though because I keep thinking the signs I got were from God.
Did I commit the unforgivable sin by calling the voice in my head a devil? I'm really worried right now. I'm trying to not harden my heart to God any longer. I want to accept Jesus all the time in my head, but I often argue with the nice voice because of these signs I feel like I was given.
I'm taking medication and working with a psychiatrist but I still hear voices all day long. Maybe I need a med adjustment or have to try a new med.
Thanks,
SnowTiger
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