So I gave myself a move out date and if Im being honest I can move a bit sooner but Im hesitant bc of my mental state.
I have anxiety combined with Ocd that raises and dips...and while Ive been funtioning I feel the anxiety of being alone with an infant would crush my mind.
I want to gwt on anti anxiety meds before I go but im also afraid of the guinea pig stage of trying a cocktail of meds or having worse anxiety than i starter out with or horrid withdrawls and having no one to lean on in the midst of all of that.
I have anxiety combined with Ocd that raises and dips...and while Ive been funtioning I feel the anxiety of being alone with an infant would crush my mind.
I want to gwt on anti anxiety meds before I go but im also afraid of the guinea pig stage of trying a cocktail of meds or having worse anxiety than i starter out with or horrid withdrawls and having no one to lean on in the midst of all of that.