- Dec 8, 2019
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Hi all,
I have been a Christian for about ten years. I graduated into the recession and had a very bumpy few years in my career, with layoffs and such. I was always employed, though, and God saw me through it all. I enjoy my job and specifically enjoy my workplace - it's not without its faults and flaws, but I love the people I work with, and I really found a place for myself there (or, I should say, God put me in a great spot).
The job has been more secure in the last few years, but there are murmurs of layoffs happening again. And even though God saw me through every other storm, when layoffs (the possibility thereof) were mentioned, I felt a cold, sick feeling hit me just above my chest. I have diagnosed anxiety, and I manage it with faith and prayer, counseling, and medicine, but even with all that support I just felt...numb. Bad. Like it's all going to fall apart for me, and I'll have nothing.
I can't totally shake this feeling. I know God will lead me where He wants me, whether to stay at my work place or not, and that He is in total control, but it's like I just know it - I don't feel it. Any words of wisdom? I'll take all your prayers, gratefully, too. Thanks very much.
I have been a Christian for about ten years. I graduated into the recession and had a very bumpy few years in my career, with layoffs and such. I was always employed, though, and God saw me through it all. I enjoy my job and specifically enjoy my workplace - it's not without its faults and flaws, but I love the people I work with, and I really found a place for myself there (or, I should say, God put me in a great spot).
The job has been more secure in the last few years, but there are murmurs of layoffs happening again. And even though God saw me through every other storm, when layoffs (the possibility thereof) were mentioned, I felt a cold, sick feeling hit me just above my chest. I have diagnosed anxiety, and I manage it with faith and prayer, counseling, and medicine, but even with all that support I just felt...numb. Bad. Like it's all going to fall apart for me, and I'll have nothing.
I can't totally shake this feeling. I know God will lead me where He wants me, whether to stay at my work place or not, and that He is in total control, but it's like I just know it - I don't feel it. Any words of wisdom? I'll take all your prayers, gratefully, too. Thanks very much.