Catherineanne
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- Sep 1, 2004
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He seems to be working overtime as we speak. Not only do I have to bear the entire weight of the world but now I have enormous personal problems to deal with. Problems that will destroy my entire family and appear completely unsolvable. I can't do this.
I'm going to try to pray in my own numb robotic way. If help doesn't arrive soon then I'm going to end my life. Everyone seems to be doomed anyway.
The quickest way to ensure your whole family gets to suffer for the next 20 or 30 or 40 years as you are doing now is to take your life.
Christians are told that we have a cross to carry. This is not just a metaphor, it is real. We are not saved from problems and pain, we are sometimes given more. But we are also given an example to follow that helps us to make sense of what is happening.
Our faith is not a magical way to get a trouble free life. It is simply a means to make sense of that life, particularly when it is difficult. But we do not have the right to simply abandon our cross and give up our life. If we do, that cross gets given to every single person who cares about us, and they then have to carry it in addition to the one they already have, right up until the end of their own life.
I knew a man once whose father had killed himself when he was a teenager. My friend carried the pain of that every single day of his life, and still carries it, some thirty years and more later.
Your choice.
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