I've done shameful, disgusting things. There is no doubt that the things I've done will affect me in some way in my future.
So, I guess my question is: Will anyone ever see past my shame enough to marry me? Am I better off alone and to never be close to anyone again? Will I have to atone for what I've done by avoiding men?
The chances that someone will trust me are low. And most likely they will see me as less than because of my sin. Even the Bible is clear that scorned women are not as valuable. Purity, innocence, and virginity are righteous, and those women will be blessed.
I hate myself so much, and I'm sure anyone who gets to know me will hate me too. By now I know that God has forgiven me, but I'm not sure if God will withhold blessings and love from me.
I'm afraid that I'll become some sort of temptress. Maybe I acquired demons or evil spirits and I might taint anyone I touch.
So, I guess my question is: Will anyone ever see past my shame enough to marry me? Am I better off alone and to never be close to anyone again? Will I have to atone for what I've done by avoiding men?
The chances that someone will trust me are low. And most likely they will see me as less than because of my sin. Even the Bible is clear that scorned women are not as valuable. Purity, innocence, and virginity are righteous, and those women will be blessed.
I hate myself so much, and I'm sure anyone who gets to know me will hate me too. By now I know that God has forgiven me, but I'm not sure if God will withhold blessings and love from me.
I'm afraid that I'll become some sort of temptress. Maybe I acquired demons or evil spirits and I might taint anyone I touch.