There is something I really donˋt understand:
Why is getting married and get kids so important.
Yes in Genesis it says "be fruitful and multply"
but since then a lot of time has passed. We live here on earth with so many people and that on some point there will be not enough resources for everyone.
And even Paul says in Corinther 7 "that it is better to stay unmarried"
It is not that I don´t wanna get married. It is just so difficult for me to find a man
I am always in love with someone who doesn´t love me back. And it is always so painful that in the end I have to walk away. Since almost 2 years now I am in love with my supervisor who has a family. And this time I don´t want to run away. So I started praying. It is not my wish to be with him, I just don´t want to feel this pain anymore. I talk to God every day. Everytime I think about him I go to God. And in the last year I recognized that I got closer and closer to God.
Now I am thinking, that maybe marriage isn´t what God initally wanted from us. But maybe he wants us to come to him. And maybe it was never Godˋs intention that we get kids. After all God created Adam and Eve. Why does he need us to create humans? It seems to me like we don´t trust him that he could give us kids without our doing.
I don´t know. I am just so confused and sad and frustrated. And I feel so alone with this.
I am really looking forward to your opinion on this topic.
Why is getting married and get kids so important.
Yes in Genesis it says "be fruitful and multply"
but since then a lot of time has passed. We live here on earth with so many people and that on some point there will be not enough resources for everyone.
And even Paul says in Corinther 7 "that it is better to stay unmarried"
It is not that I don´t wanna get married. It is just so difficult for me to find a man
I am always in love with someone who doesn´t love me back. And it is always so painful that in the end I have to walk away. Since almost 2 years now I am in love with my supervisor who has a family. And this time I don´t want to run away. So I started praying. It is not my wish to be with him, I just don´t want to feel this pain anymore. I talk to God every day. Everytime I think about him I go to God. And in the last year I recognized that I got closer and closer to God.
Now I am thinking, that maybe marriage isn´t what God initally wanted from us. But maybe he wants us to come to him. And maybe it was never Godˋs intention that we get kids. After all God created Adam and Eve. Why does he need us to create humans? It seems to me like we don´t trust him that he could give us kids without our doing.
I don´t know. I am just so confused and sad and frustrated. And I feel so alone with this.
I am really looking forward to your opinion on this topic.