I'm struggling to understand something. I understand that people have rough patches - and I'm no exception to that. But what I don't understand is why it sometimes keeps getting worse despite one's best efforts and prayers.
I thank God for everything I have, but things keep getting worse. I feel so hopeless. I'm trying to understand why.
Because you live in a sin-cursed world that is not your home. You are a stranger, a pilgrim, on route to your eternal home, passing through a world full of wickedness and pain "ruled" by the devil. The world is full of wickedness and pain because people refuse to submit themselves to their holy, wise Maker and live in loving obedience to Him, the result of which is sin, suffering and death.
Why are their seasons of suffering that seem to pile on struggles and sorrows? I don't know that its possible to explain why, exactly. But God's purposes in our suffering don't change when there is more suffering. Always, if we'll let Him, in everything we must endure, God will make us more and more like Jesus. (
Romans 8:28-29) This is the "good" to which God is working all things in the lives of those who love Him. We enter into the deepest, fullest experience of God as we are we increasingly like our Savior, and it is this experience, this fellowship with God, that is the fundamental purpose for which we exist. Even, then, in suffering, when we are living in fulfillment of this purpose, there is eternal meaning, and contentment, and joy that may be ours - a taste of, and preparation for, eternity yet to come.
Philippians 3:20-21
20 For our citizenship is in heaven, from which also we eagerly wait for a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ;
21 who will transform the body of our humble state into conformity with the body of His glory, by the exertion of the power that He has even to subject all things to Himself.
Romans 8:18-21
18 For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory that is to be revealed to us.
19 For the anxious longing of the creation waits eagerly for the revealing of the sons of God.
20 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected it, in hope
21 that the creation itself also will be set free from its slavery to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God.
Colossians 3:1-4
1 Therefore if you have been raised up with Christ, keep seeking the things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.
2 Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth.
3 For you have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God.
4 When Christ, who is our life, is revealed, then you also will be revealed with Him in glory.