Not David
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- Apr 6, 2018
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I don’t know how that stories helps. It just seems like an excuse for not doing your best. What do I know though?Because those are the people who may need the Church the most.
I'm going to relay an important story I heard from Abbot Tryphon that really changed how I think.
There was once a monk in a monastery who was not a good monk. He could not do anything right. He was late to services. He ruined the food when it was his turn to cook. He lost all the sheep because he fell asleep while watching them. His cassock was a mess; even his work cassock was in awful condition. He was awkward around visitors. He always messed up making a prayer rope. He could only sing in tones 9-12 being suuuuper off key. He made mistakes whenever he served in the Liturgy. He broke the fast a few times and had even tried to sneak a sausage into his cell during Great Lent. He just could not be a good monk! This went on for years!
When it was getting to the end of this poor monk's life, the rest of the brotherhood gathered in his cell as he lay on his deathbed. As the rest of the brotherhood was praying over him, a choir of angels appeared and sang the Trisagion over his deathbed! Wow! But, the rest of the brotherhood was upset; why did this sorry excuse of a monk get a choir of angels at his deathbed, this makes no sense! They asked the angels why they were there for this awful awful monk? They listed his faults and asked, why? One of the angels turned to the monk and said to tell them why. The monk said, "When I first came to this monastery, I was a young man who wanted to serve God. After the first week, I realized it would not be an easy life here and I wouldn't be perfect. So, I decided that I would never judge anyone ever again for the rest of my life because that would probably be the only way I would be able to go to heaven." The angels told the other monks, "That is why the Lord sent us to his deathbed." And with that, the monk fell asleep.
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