My life had a major change for the past year. I've been through high and low. But things are getting out of hand lately and I myself don't even know what's the problem and I have kept to myself and shutting myself away from people.
Last year, I used to have a group of friends that gather together to share the love of God but due to some reason, the leader of the group dismiss it and didn't give the members a satisfied reason and left all the members puzzled and hurt!
From what I heard lately, the leader actually married one of the members.
One member when to a cult church, One is not attending Church anymore. And one of them is me. Seem like nobody is keeping in touch anymore.
From then onward, I felt cheated by what the leader did and even confronted him and not even once did he say out the reason and choose to hit away.
I can't deny that God is good and He has indeed blessed me last year. I won a Big prize, went oversea twice.
But then, from there onwards, things started to surface.
FAMILY My family are non-believer. Recently, my Mom would get suspicion of my Dad and would say nasty thing, which really upset me. And they will always quarrel in front of me and this really breaks my heart. And I dont really know how to approach them and solve the problem. On days that are goods, things are fine. If not, you can really feel the tension and this really make the family on the verge.
FRIENDS I thank God for them especially my best friend who is also in Christ. But then, she so caught up in he life that sometime we dont have the time to fellowship. All I need is a word of concern and her presence but all I receive is a mobile msg from her. We are now having cold war, previously we have talk out our differences but then things are still the same and even when we meet. She gave me this feeling that something is happening but she choose not to voice out and slowly I learnt to keep my mouth shut and say nothing at all. Its not the pride that I dont wanna sort things out but Im so disappointed beyond hope.
WORK I believe that as child of God when the world fight to climb the corporate ladder we only have to rest in the Lord and He will fight for me. But I facing problem with my boss when shes pressured, she will always vent it on me and she will always use the kind of tome that Im the one who did the wrong thing.
Help, whats going on? Ive been told that God wont test me beyond my limits but then, I really breaking down and its so easy to give up.
Last year, I used to have a group of friends that gather together to share the love of God but due to some reason, the leader of the group dismiss it and didn't give the members a satisfied reason and left all the members puzzled and hurt!
From what I heard lately, the leader actually married one of the members.
One member when to a cult church, One is not attending Church anymore. And one of them is me. Seem like nobody is keeping in touch anymore.
From then onward, I felt cheated by what the leader did and even confronted him and not even once did he say out the reason and choose to hit away.
I can't deny that God is good and He has indeed blessed me last year. I won a Big prize, went oversea twice.
But then, from there onwards, things started to surface.
FAMILY My family are non-believer. Recently, my Mom would get suspicion of my Dad and would say nasty thing, which really upset me. And they will always quarrel in front of me and this really breaks my heart. And I dont really know how to approach them and solve the problem. On days that are goods, things are fine. If not, you can really feel the tension and this really make the family on the verge.
FRIENDS I thank God for them especially my best friend who is also in Christ. But then, she so caught up in he life that sometime we dont have the time to fellowship. All I need is a word of concern and her presence but all I receive is a mobile msg from her. We are now having cold war, previously we have talk out our differences but then things are still the same and even when we meet. She gave me this feeling that something is happening but she choose not to voice out and slowly I learnt to keep my mouth shut and say nothing at all. Its not the pride that I dont wanna sort things out but Im so disappointed beyond hope.
WORK I believe that as child of God when the world fight to climb the corporate ladder we only have to rest in the Lord and He will fight for me. But I facing problem with my boss when shes pressured, she will always vent it on me and she will always use the kind of tome that Im the one who did the wrong thing.
Help, whats going on? Ive been told that God wont test me beyond my limits but then, I really breaking down and its so easy to give up.