Ok this is a little embarrassing, but I have been thinking about marriage and courtship/dating WAY too much lately and I have no idea why. I feel I shouldn't be thinking about this yet. But I can't help it lately. PLEASE tell me this is normal. lol I feel I'm going crazy. I think about it everyday! At church I sometimes go to, everyone marries very young, like 18/19. It's crazy.
I feel I will probably never get married, because I'm so shy, but I still think about it so much!! Like way too much. I start imagining myself as a wife, and start thinking about how I want to be married, then catch myself, like what are you thinking?!
I know that God is my one and only and I don't need a man to fulfil or complete me but yet I yet think about this everyday.
I turn 17 in a couple of weeks, by the way. I'm so young. I've finished school over a year ago ( finished early). Maybe that's why I've started to prematurely think about this?!
I feel I will probably never get married, because I'm so shy, but I still think about it so much!! Like way too much. I start imagining myself as a wife, and start thinking about how I want to be married, then catch myself, like what are you thinking?!
I know that God is my one and only and I don't need a man to fulfil or complete me but yet I yet think about this everyday.
I turn 17 in a couple of weeks, by the way. I'm so young. I've finished school over a year ago ( finished early). Maybe that's why I've started to prematurely think about this?!