God is all Loving. In the Bible we know that Love doesn't demand His own way. God doesn't force anyone to choose Him. God doesn't force us to choose Love. We have a choice, not because we would choose Love aka Jesus, but because Jesus seeks us out and offers us the choice. As hard to believe as one might think, most people, even people that aren't particularly bad, don't choose Love aka Jesus. The Love in the Bible is selfless and willing to lay down their life for another. It is working for the well-being of everyone. Most people only want what's gives them pleasure. I have learned that following Jesus isn't going to get you ahead how the world views ahead. Following Jesus is Sacrifice and serving others, most people want to be served. In the end God gives people what they want. He wants everyone to choose Love aka Jesus, but He doesn't demand or force anyone to choose Him. Everyone gets what they want. Additionally i would be very careful about grouping Christian religion into placing your Faith and trust in Jesus. Most Christian religion fail to point people to Jesus only. Most of them place themselves in the way to a relationship with Jesus by adding sacraments or good works to Salvation. The Truth is you don't need religion to know about Love aka Jesus because He lives in your heart. He has always been there but most people ignore and suppress Him. The Bible will help you, but ultimately it is a decision you need to make personally between you and Jesus. He offers you Himself and you can freely accept or reject Him, you don't have to clean yourself up before you come to Him, you just have to want to turn from sin and turn to Love aka Jesus. It is that simple. You don't need anyone to tell you because He has been with you the whole time. Nobody has an excuse not to believe in Love aka Jesus. Everyone is responsible for their own decisions to accept or reject Love aka Jesus.