How do you know that it was NOT a demonic entity that changed someones brain wiring to be female when the body is male or vice versa?
You've got to be kidding.
Let me explain something. I was not an adult or anything close to it when I realized something was wrong. In fact,
I was so young, I did not even think in terms of gender. The actual concept of boy/girl NEVER came into play until somewhere around preschool.
I was most likely somewhere around 18-20 months old. MONTHS. While I was being potty trained, I used a plastic potty until I could "hold it" long enough to transition from diapers. One day, I distinctly remember feeling the urge to go, and being so proud that I had made it to the bathroom all by myself. I stood in front of the toilet, pulled down my pants, looked downwards - and got the shock of my life. I think my brain literally stopped functioning for a moment. I had expected to find something there, what exactly, I didn't fully comprehend - but the implications of that something not being there was a more painful blow than if a knife had been stuck into my gut. I would have taken the knife, because at least it either would have done me in then and there, or eventually stopped hurting.
At the time, I repressed everything. I thought to myself “there's nothing you can do about it, so just sit down.”
I spent the next 35 years just sitting down.
But no matter how much I did not consciously think about it, my gender gave itself away with innumerable little tells. From about 4-6 years old, when I started to understand the exact nature of my problem, I suffered pretty terribly. I am suffering now, because even though I am attracted to men, the typical cisgender male instinctively knows something is wrong with the dynamics in the relationship. How does my gender being male matter one iota to God's plan?
