chaoticfirefly
reform jew
- May 20, 2011
- 2,920
- 1,091
- 32
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Atheist
- Marital Status
- Private
- Politics
- US-Democrat
There's that paranoid feeling again. That someone is standing over me, or behind me. Like someone else is there with me, and it's unnerving.
Lately, when I'm on the phone with someone, I hear a woman's voice say something. Like an "oh no." or something unintelligible. I think because I noticed that male speaking, they're starting to notice me. And when they start to notice, it doesn't end well. What "they" are, I don't know. Something beyond human comprehension.
I've told mom about it before and she said to tell it to leave. It does, for awhile. Then, it comes back. She theorizes the dead are just passing through, they'll be gone. And then she says it's just grandma/grandpa/great grandparent who is just curious. I don't think they'd feel unnerving. I'm convinced a ghost followed mom home. They do that sometimes. Especially those who have had close brushes with death.
Or it could be the NSA.
Or I'm just in a psychotic episode and this will pass. And that I should sleep.
I did learn that I don't like being alone. Whatever is there doesn't like presence of other living beings. Because I never feel like this when I'm working or around other people.
My cats don't seemed bothered. So that's a plus.
I'm sure I'm just imagining things and there is nothing there. Maybe I read too many spooky things.
edit: i also seem to write better when sedated.
Lately, when I'm on the phone with someone, I hear a woman's voice say something. Like an "oh no." or something unintelligible. I think because I noticed that male speaking, they're starting to notice me. And when they start to notice, it doesn't end well. What "they" are, I don't know. Something beyond human comprehension.
I've told mom about it before and she said to tell it to leave. It does, for awhile. Then, it comes back. She theorizes the dead are just passing through, they'll be gone. And then she says it's just grandma/grandpa/great grandparent who is just curious. I don't think they'd feel unnerving. I'm convinced a ghost followed mom home. They do that sometimes. Especially those who have had close brushes with death.
Or it could be the NSA.
Or I'm just in a psychotic episode and this will pass. And that I should sleep.
I did learn that I don't like being alone. Whatever is there doesn't like presence of other living beings. Because I never feel like this when I'm working or around other people.
My cats don't seemed bothered. So that's a plus.
I'm sure I'm just imagining things and there is nothing there. Maybe I read too many spooky things.
edit: i also seem to write better when sedated.
Last edited:
Upvote
0