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i just want to end it right now
So sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad. Depression is a curse isn't? The darkness can be so overwhelming and so oppressive. The pit is a horrible place to be in.
i pray that you will keep your eyes on Jesus during this time. i remember clearly when i was in my pit and i let my thoughts dwell on the love of God then i would feel a little better and i would have times of hope again. i used to pray please establish good times in my heart again as i searched for the gifts of the holy Spirit.
Love, kindness, gentleness, gladness, thankfulness, long suffering, endurance, patience, and joy. i prayed every day for them and tried dwelling in such times with God even if only for a few seconds. i struggled for years like this fighting my depressive illness and i climbed out of my pit and left the desolation behind.
One thing stood out about this epic battle, depression lies to our hearts and minds while God's loving truth leads us into His rest and peace.
So please Lily be of good courage, you can get through this time and a better life can come your way. Put your faith in God's love and begin to cultivate that in your heart and before you know it you will begin to have hope again.
To God's Depressed Child,
To think less of yourself then God's own
Brings you much pain and suffering.
Your worth is an incredible high price
Also for you did Jesus die on the cross.
Depression is also what devil's lies brings inside
letting a low-self-esteem your good life rob
Untruths roaming freely through heart and mind
Evil lies extinguishing all happiness and fun.
His loving truth brings you His good life
While to believe lies brings pain and grief
So hold onto the promises Jesus made to you
and don't let Satan your good life squander.
Take hold of God's precious loving truth.
A life in Him stays safe from lies that hurt.
Jesus' truth will comfort your bleeding heart
Lovingly remaking your fallen life anew.
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