what are you feeling right now? (24)

[Press On]

hello everyone, sorry been MIA again. I hurt my knee going to a fair we went to. Saw the Ortho finally after seeing my primary for pain relief since it was so swollen and could barely walk. Then I whacked it again trying to step up after going to a shooting range, my SO and I got some guns and ammunition for safety since we live in the suburbs a lot of cars are being broken into so we keep our cars locked and doors locked even in the day time but its still for my safety. We still need get out license for conceal carry. My SSI is still low and being a pain honestly hard to pay bills with my money and SO's money each month and try to save at same time. We're almost down to the year we'll be moving again to another location so that has to be saved up but hard to do when my money was cut near $300. So I'm a bit peeved but nothing I can do but give it to God and let him handle it. I been praying a lot and listening to music, esp Mercy Me, the song If I'll post a link if that's allowed. Right now trying to find a Imaging place so I can do my knee in a cat scan with a dye in it so we can see what is wrong with it. Right now my sleep patterns arent great and my anxiety meds arent doing much for me right now. So, back to the therapist and see what I can do. So glad to see y'all and prayers and condolences for those who lost loved ones..

* Mercy Me Song Even If*

Howdy,

Bet you are as sick of the rain as we are in E TX.

Sorry you are having some difficulties but it's good to hear from you! Prayers.

 

[.Mikha'el.]

I woke up a short while ago in the wee hours of the morning feeling depressed as heck and having Unchained Melody in my head. It's a song that doesn't trigger me, but seemed somehow to fit my mood... here's hoping I can get back to sleep...

 

[Jeshu]

Feeling anxious this morning, like every morning for the last few months but not nauseous any more. i've been using liver drops to detoxify it and i stopped using slow release niacin tablets for they can also put strain on my liver. It looks like i found out what made me so sick all the time, i got a weak liver, possibly from years of psych medications, they can be pretty hard to tolerate toxins wise.

i have had a break from depression for two weeks now and i'm very happy about that. Now the anxiety still and i be all ready for holidays next week.

Thanking God for His love and care in my life

Blessings

 

[Jeshu]

hello everyone, sorry been MIA again. I hurt my knee going to a fair we went to. Saw the Ortho finally after seeing my primary for pain relief since it was so swollen and could barely walk. Then I whacked it again trying to step up after going to a shooting range, my SO and I got some guns and ammunition for safety since we live in the suburbs a lot of cars are being broken into so we keep our cars locked and doors locked even in the day time but its still for my safety. We still need get out license for conceal carry. My SSI is still low and being a pain honestly hard to pay bills with my money and SO's money each month and try to save at same time. We're almost down to the year we'll be moving again to another location so that has to be saved up but hard to do when my money was cut near $300. So I'm a bit peeved but nothing I can do but give it to God and let him handle it. I been praying a lot and listening to music, esp Mercy Me, the song If I'll post a link if that's allowed. Right now trying to find a Imaging place so I can do my knee in a cat scan with a dye in it so we can see what is wrong with it. Right now my sleep patterns arent great and my anxiety meds arent doing much for me right now. So, back to the therapist and see what I can do. So glad to see y'all and prayers and condolences for those who lost loved ones..

* Mercy Me Song Even If*

Thank you.

Isn't it great to bring our hard to deal with times to God? He has been near to us these last few weeks comforting us with His promises. Dad loved The Lord a lot and was looking forward going Home it is hard to mourn him, his life was not nice any more it really was not difficult to accept his passing away. He was 91, and suffered from severe dementia, his life was over we could easy see that.

For mum it is much harder. They were almost 67 years married and loved each other a lot and got on really well together. Just the last 12 months because of dad's dementia did their relationship sour. Which was hard to see happening and mum took it very hard for she couldn't understand that dad wasn't in his right mind.

i hope that your anxiety lessens again and that the meds work again. Anxiety is hard to deal with. Also your sleep that it might improve again. a tired anxious mind is really hard to deal with i know from experiences to be true.

That our Lord bring you His peace.

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Thank you.

Isn't it great to bring our hard to deal with times to God? He has been near to us these last few weeks comforting us with His promises. Dad loved The Lord a lot and was looking forward going Home it is hard to mourn him, his life was not nice any more it really was not difficult to accept his passing away. He was 91, and suffered from severe dementia, his life was over we could easy see that.

For mum it is much harder. They were almost 67 years married and loved each other a lot and got on really well together. Just the last 12 months because of dad's dementia did their relationship sour. Which was hard to see happening and mum took it very hard for she couldn't understand that dad wasn't in his right mind.

i hope that your anxiety lessens again and that the meds work again. Anxiety is hard to deal with. Also your sleep that it might improve again. a tired anxious mind is really hard to deal with i know from experiences to be true.

That our Lord bring you His peace.

I'm very sorry to hear brother. My ex mother in law had it dementia and it was hard once I heard the news from my ex-husbands wife. We shared so many good memories and now she's gone. I pray she's with the Lord and at peace. She was in her 60's I believe. At any loss isn't easy to deal with. I told my son I'm very sorry for his grandma's loss and that she's with his grandparents who gone on before. On both sides of the line. I wish I could been there to say goodbye but I know she wouldn't remember me not well any way. My late dad had it or Alzheimers

My rest is some what improving, its the storms that get me, the animals don't like the storms so they wake me up or make the bed shake on it or under it. My cat been clingy lately which is fine I love him around lately he's been sleeping on shoes or slippers which is cute I'll have to upload a pic for everyone. I pray all have a good Mothers day who are moms across the board. The reason my name has an 05 on it, year my son was born Hugs around

 

[BlessedMommy05]

Howdy,

Bet you are as sick of the rain as we are in E TX.

Sorry you are having some difficulties but it's good to hear from you! Prayers.

Yeah just a touch, but we need rain like every where else does. what's been up with you bro Press? I not seen you around ..

 

[Press On]

Yeah just a touch, but we need rain like every where else does. what's been up with you bro Press? I not seen you around ..

I'm on here nearly every day several times but usually don't participate much; just read and pray for other posters. Most answers to questions for folks asking for advice regarding depression are covered well so unless I really feel led to add something, I don't.

I PM regularly with a couple of brothers I feel comfortable with. I have been struggling since last fall and finally had to switch depression meds since the old ones quit working. A few health issues as well but manageable. Actually doing quite well for being 66; regular gym attendance has paid off. Still involved as a musician off and on.

Good to hear from you!

 

[Jeshu]

I'm very sorry to hear brother. My ex mother in law had it dementia and it was hard once I heard the news from my ex-husbands wife. We shared so many good memories and now she's gone. I pray she's with the Lord and at peace. She was in her 60's I believe. At any loss isn't easy to deal with. I told my son I'm very sorry for his grandma's loss and that she's with his grandparents who gone on before. On both sides of the line. I wish I could been there to say goodbye but I know she wouldn't remember me not well any way. My late dad had it or Alzheimers

My rest is some what improving, its the storms that get me, the animals don't like the storms so they wake me up or make the bed shake on it or under it. My cat been clingy lately which is fine I love him around lately he's been sleeping on shoes or slippers which is cute I'll have to upload a pic for everyone. I pray all have a good Mothers day who are moms across the board. The reason my name has an 05 on it, year my son was born Hugs around

Thank you for caring. i hope your week will be a good one for you.

peace

 

[Jeshu]

Feeling sick this morning. It has been hard going. We going on holidays next week but when i feel like this then i dread it.

 

[Paulus59]

Feeling lonely and feel like crying. I can't cope with anything anymore.

Please say a prayer for me.

 

[Paulus59]

Feeling sick this morning. It has been hard going. We going on holidays next week but when i feel like this then i dread it.

I understand Jeshu. May the Lord God be with you and strengthen you to get through your struggles and may you find healing & peace.

 

[Noxot]

Doubt and worry sometimes adds mysterious color to life, what one does with it is something god earnestly seeks to behold

 

[Paulus59]

Doubt and worry sometimes adds mysterious color to life, what one does with it is something god earnestly seeks to behold

Somewhat cryptic post Noxot. I hope you are well and God is blessing you!

 

[Paulus59]

God be with all the people here and may your lives be enriched with his love. I know God is good and there is no other, but him.

 

[LoyalToGod]

I'm going to try to put my three-year-old pain behind me. Wish me luck...

 

[Jeshu]

I'm going to try to put my three-year-old pain behind me. Wish me luck...

All the best leaving bad life behind i hope you will find lots of good life to replace it with.

 

[Noxot]

True horror can be without god. There is only hope with god in my eyes. The goods in the world are a taste of heaven and the evils of hell. I hope 4 simplicity without taint of evil

 

[Jeshu]

Feeling a little better than this morning. i was severely nauseated this morning and already up at 4.30am. i'm a bit worried about the nausea this is the second day in a row that the nausea lasted till past 10am - more than 5 hours sick each day. How am i going to go on holidays next week feeling like that? i hate to think flying for 12 hours feeling severely nauseated, i've done that once before and it was the worst day of my life. Going to try slow release ginger tablets and see if they help at all.

 

[LoyalToGod]

All the best leaving bad life behind i hope you will find lots of good life to replace it with.

Thanks, but I doubt it, as long as I live...

 

[Lily76_]

i just want to end it right now