HollyRoller7
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hello I just want to say that I was given a witches ball from my cousin who had no idea what it was nor did I I just thought it was cool blown glass and I had it hanging to the left of bedside along with a dreamcatcher that my cousin also gave me not knowing that it had Darkness or negative energy or basically do a cult and Satan attached to it in some way and I had that hanging directly over my bed for at least four years with both of these things and I started suffering from sleep paralysis and having nightmares the same one every night and it was only until recent that I realized after I was baptized how these things are attached to demonic spirits. I'm a Sentimental person and I always thought it was about intention and do some point I do still but also along with the sleep paralysis I was suffering a new depression and pretty much prone to my bed with no energy I had just been baptized in the summer of 2016 and it's now April of 2017 and I was safe and I was seven years old in church camp but naturally I straight away because I grew up in a family with parents who did not always do the right thing in the name of God if you know what I mean. So I grew up very confused it on the fence about a lot of things and I never left God fully but I did Explorer Eastern religion I travel to Egypt I went to China and studied and I collected things that people gave me and also some souvenirs from those countries and I'm sure they were given with kindness and love and maybe they were not even aware of what was attached to them or at least I hope they were not aware. But anyway my point being recently I got rid of all of my Crystals and Stones and Buddhas and some things from China and my little necklaces with the Tibetan prayer wheel and a prayer necklace from India that A friend gave me which all of these things were hard to part with for a minute because they had sentimental value but then it passed because God is much greater and my intent was for the Lord and to do it for God and for myself and then I prayed after I begged everything up I wanted to go smash it all and put it in the garbage can but it was raining out So I had to wait a couple days and I put them in the bathroom closet. There's a few more things I have to go through most definitely and while I did all this I prayed to God not for him to show himself to me I just wanted to show the Lord that I want both hands with him and not one hand in the world this wicked wicked world and the other hand holding his I want Lord Jesus to know that I am all in him and I'm asking for prayer also for discernment and to be able to realize intellectually what I need to get rid of there were items for Egypt that my dear sister friend gave me she is Muslim I am Christian and we are friends she is very dear and kind and I do not believe her intent was to give me any bad dark energy that was diabolical or of the occult at all. But I had statues of the pyramids and King Tut and pharaoh and Nefertiti and a few other things and that put them in the bag also of things to get rid of. They're we're also Buddha beads that I was given by a ex friend who is a Buddhist after becoming a Christian woman I had to shed my skin and leave a lot of people behind you just didn't agree with the path I was going down anymore but I didn't judge them I just let them be yet I did share the word before I left. Anyway sorry so long but I needed to share about the sleep paralysis and the nightmares and how every morning I would wake up crying and I was pretty much found in my bed for the past two or three years and I'm in perfectly good health physically but something had a hold of my mind I want to contact my pastor at the church I've been going to but I know he's very busy and I don't want to bother him but I feel like I need a whole bunch of people to put their hands on me and pray over me in the name of Jesus Christ in case there is any demons attached to me I don't feel that there is because the Holy Spirit the beautifully colorful holy spirit is within me but there are times when I feel a Darkness trying to look around and I think this summer I want to get baptized again by a new pastor the one who preaches and teaches at the church I attend now where I was last summer I was church shopping and they were doing baptisms on the beach and I just didn't get because feeling from the pastor who baptized and I don't think I concept of it but I did feel a positive difference afterwards this past year has been very hard because I've had demonic attacks right and left after being baptized especially with energy drainage in Every Which Way and also sweating like crazy when I am around people and I am such a people person and I love to talk obviously if you're reading this comment book by now LOL but I could be going through the midpoint of a woman's life of the lovely menopause which could be causing the sweats I don't know but but it only seems to happen when I I'm around other people because I know the difference between a hot flash and sweating so I asked her prayer regarding this sweating and to be delivered of it in Jesus name because it impairs me from be my outgoing self and talking and sharing with others face-to-face instead of hiding behind a computer because I'm dealing with changing my clothes 3 to 5 times a day LOL if it is menopause I know I will come out the other side even stronger and if it is menopause I do ask the Lord every night I pray if this two can pass but if not I will accept it anyway thank you for listening and I hope this is help someone in some way God bless you all and I pray for you all and your well-being in Jesus name
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