Hi😊I lost my husband in Jan 2013 a few days before my birthday.He was 51 when he died of NPC and I was 41. I loved him very much . He was my first and last boyfriend. We were together for 19 years. In 2010, after serving as a volunteer in africa, i found out that he betrayed me. He never had the courage to admit his mistake. That made me hate him so much. My deep love for him turned into a deep hatred. Even when I went to the US in 2012r, his infidelity was always on my mind. I have been praying to our Dear Lord to help me forget what my husband did to me so I could forgive him as well and move on with my life. I want to be happy again.)