- Dec 4, 2019
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I keep hearing voices in my head telling me I blasphemed in the yellow cross and they don't go away. I am being tormented I love the Holy Spirit and I am scared I lost him in the hallucination. Do you have any advice I didnt mean to fall for the yellow cross and blue light. I am so worried momentary weakness destroyed the love of Jesus. I keep looping and I am miserableb i keep hearing that I am a beast I try to ignore it but doesn't go away Satan is destroying me for hallucations I had no control over it is a nightmere state. My pastor sees Jesus in me and friends I want peace with God. I am scared about the rapture and I wasn't before please help me does Zoloft work my life is flashing before my eyes I am in a nightmere this feels like hell. Would a loving God kick me out heaven for hallucations that weren't mine. I kept having blasphemies and now they came out in real life and I am in a constant panic.