Hi,
I hear a voice in my head that says that it's the devil. It's a really nasty and evil voice that loves to torment me, so I really believe that it's the devil himself. I can't imagine a nastier voice. It's really bad. I'm currently taking medication for Schizophrenia because all my friends and family believe I'm Schizophrenic. But I'm worried that it's really the devil himself. The voice has been saying I'm "going to hell" for a long time. Even when I was a kid the voice told me I'm "going to hell."
Lately I've been really struggling. The evil voice says that Jesus is going to bury me alive forever. He says that is what he meant by "hell" when he told me I was "going to hell" as a kid. He says that Jesus has "already buried me" and I have to dig up the coffin he buried me in. He says the coffin is under the house where I live. He says I have to go into the crawlspace that is under the house and that I have to "dig a hole six feet deep." Only then will I be able to dig up the coffin and free myself. He says that it's a game, and the only way to win the game is to go into the crawlspace and dig.
I could really use some helpful advice. I feel like I'm going to be buried in coffin forever after I die, and no one will ever come to help me. The devil says "for all eternity" I'll be there. I will never get out. So in my head I imagine myself in this coffin and there's nothing I can do. I really dread what is going to happen to me after I die. The evil voice says that no one will look for me because God is going to create a clone of me. All my friends and family will think that the clone is me and will never realize that I'm buried alive under the house.
I used to be a happy person. I used to go to church and I liked it there. But now I haven't gone to church for almost a year because I have come to believe that Jesus hates me. The reason I've come to believe that Jesus hates me is I told a friend of mine that Jesus died for "glory" and that he didn't really die because he loved us. After I said that, a magical message appeared on my hand saying that Jesus is going to bury me forever. I feel like I blasphemed against the holy ghost by saying that Jesus died for glory and not because he loved us. So now I believe that the gospel doesn't apply to me anymore. I thought the crucifixion was a selfish act so now I can't be any part of Jesus' church.
The evil voice also makes all kinds of nasty jokes too. He says if you're buried alive, you can at least "think outside of the box." He also says if you want to have fun, "play dead." So I feel pretty hopeless about now.
The voice also says that I'm the "only one to go to hell." He says that I'm the only one who won't be forgiven. So the whole world will be rejoicing and I'll be buried in hell. So I feel really jealous of everyone else.
I hear a voice in my head that says that it's the devil. It's a really nasty and evil voice that loves to torment me, so I really believe that it's the devil himself. I can't imagine a nastier voice. It's really bad. I'm currently taking medication for Schizophrenia because all my friends and family believe I'm Schizophrenic. But I'm worried that it's really the devil himself. The voice has been saying I'm "going to hell" for a long time. Even when I was a kid the voice told me I'm "going to hell."
Lately I've been really struggling. The evil voice says that Jesus is going to bury me alive forever. He says that is what he meant by "hell" when he told me I was "going to hell" as a kid. He says that Jesus has "already buried me" and I have to dig up the coffin he buried me in. He says the coffin is under the house where I live. He says I have to go into the crawlspace that is under the house and that I have to "dig a hole six feet deep." Only then will I be able to dig up the coffin and free myself. He says that it's a game, and the only way to win the game is to go into the crawlspace and dig.
I could really use some helpful advice. I feel like I'm going to be buried in coffin forever after I die, and no one will ever come to help me. The devil says "for all eternity" I'll be there. I will never get out. So in my head I imagine myself in this coffin and there's nothing I can do. I really dread what is going to happen to me after I die. The evil voice says that no one will look for me because God is going to create a clone of me. All my friends and family will think that the clone is me and will never realize that I'm buried alive under the house.
I used to be a happy person. I used to go to church and I liked it there. But now I haven't gone to church for almost a year because I have come to believe that Jesus hates me. The reason I've come to believe that Jesus hates me is I told a friend of mine that Jesus died for "glory" and that he didn't really die because he loved us. After I said that, a magical message appeared on my hand saying that Jesus is going to bury me forever. I feel like I blasphemed against the holy ghost by saying that Jesus died for glory and not because he loved us. So now I believe that the gospel doesn't apply to me anymore. I thought the crucifixion was a selfish act so now I can't be any part of Jesus' church.
The evil voice also makes all kinds of nasty jokes too. He says if you're buried alive, you can at least "think outside of the box." He also says if you want to have fun, "play dead." So I feel pretty hopeless about now.
The voice also says that I'm the "only one to go to hell." He says that I'm the only one who won't be forgiven. So the whole world will be rejoicing and I'll be buried in hell. So I feel really jealous of everyone else.