Armor up...and keep standing strong! Standing in victory, humility and surrender. I cast away my cares of the flesh and mind and all its manifestations. I surrender the flesh to the lord almighty and die to it.The battle is the lords. I will do what I can but surrender the outcome to the lord. The anxiety doesn't have to stop now but I put it in gods hands. Surrender all desire to control thoughts, feelings, sensations, and even the desire for immediate peace. Let wrong thoughts loose with no behavioral reponse, its just a vain imagination. I need to be secure in who I am in christ in order to know that you cant err on spiritual complacency or spiritual compulsion. Be patient peace will come in due time. I embrace and lift up the cross I bear, unashamed!