I have some minutes to make a decision. They offered me a mediocre job but good for a start. I thought they would not offer me that job and got disappointed so to cheer me up, I started having thoughts like "its good that i was not offered that job cause maybe I would have ocd promise related worries and etc." that's the only thing I remember. But they called me and I need to go there to see me. ocd is making a hypothesis like ocd: maybe you made a promise to God not visit that workplace again, for fun. just because you knew they wont hire you. maybe you were carefree and did it for fun. to persuade yourself not to call them again. maybe you asked a punishment if you work there. I remember nothing of this but ocd is making a hypothesis. i want the job but I worry that I will have anxiety after that. what should I do?