Hello I am going through a dark night of the soul. I don’t see any hope of salvation. I am seriously doubting those events that I mentioned in my previous threads are ways God is drawing me. When I try to pray I get deliberate evil thoughts against the Holy Spirit. Those are my thoughts, not some evil spirit. Maybe I should take a break from Christian forums. God is still not answering me despite my time in constant prayer. I think it’s in vain :/
God has in fact already answered you. Very clearly, in His word.
God has done everything that needs to be done. Just settle it that you are saved because He said so. If you have called on the name of the Lord they you are saved. It is out of your hands. Scripture says that He has redeemed you. It says that Jesus was the propitiation for your sins. It says that God was in Christ reconciling you to Himself. Just tell the devil, and your soul that it is done.
He is your Lord, made so by God. He is not asking your permission.
Acts 2:36 KJV
36. Therefore let all the house of Israel know assuredly, that G
od hath made that same Jesus, whom ye have crucified, both Lord and Christ.
2 Corinthians 5:18-20 KJV
18. And all things are of
God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation;
19. To wit, that G
od was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them; and hath committed unto us the word of reconciliation.
20. Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you in Christ's stead,
be ye reconciled to God.
Not sure what you are waiting for? Like Paul, I suggest
"be ye reconciled to God!"