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This is sort of a continuation of my Special Thread: Why I am a Traditional Catholic thread. I mentioned how, I started asking Jesus and His Beloved Mother to turn my anger into sorrows, reminding me how, it is not I, whom the modernists are offending, but Our Lord. And how, at mass this morning the prayers and meditations were so effective, that I started choking up at mass. Well I want to discuss this a bit now, because I think I might actually be at a turning point in my spiritual life now, and I want to see what you all think.
For awhile, I've been really struggling with anger towards modernists, how smug and arrogant they are; how they sneer at the authentic Traditions of the Catholic Faith and look down on those who practice it; how they promote immoralities that ruin billions of lives. I most especially hate, they try to kill billions of souls dragging them away from God who is Truth Himself, which they reject as tyrannical. But it's not me they are attacking, it's God and His Mystical Body, the Catholic Church, it's He should and is greatly offended by their actions, it's all about Him, not me. I think I've been acting sort of like a human shield for Christ, standing up and saying: "No, no, Lord! Let me get offended for you," and thus getting mad a depressed in the process. Needless to say, this is not my job, I do Our Lord no favour, by doing this He gets offended anyways and now has to deal with an angry me in the process. So now I'm standing down and contemplating what's really happening, how Our Lord is so deeply hurt by the modernists, and the constant shouting of "no" in His face, and it's big effect on me.
During the Divine Mercy hour, as I said my prayers, I opened myself up to the reality of how Our Lord is offended my the modernists, and the effect was amazing, I was really getting choked-up about it. By the time I got to the Seven Sorrows rosary, I was exhausted, but I really feel like I'm on the right track, that this is a huge step forward. Still, I would like to hear your opinions on this practice, is this improvement? Am I doing this right? Do you have any other comments on this?
For awhile, I've been really struggling with anger towards modernists, how smug and arrogant they are; how they sneer at the authentic Traditions of the Catholic Faith and look down on those who practice it; how they promote immoralities that ruin billions of lives. I most especially hate, they try to kill billions of souls dragging them away from God who is Truth Himself, which they reject as tyrannical. But it's not me they are attacking, it's God and His Mystical Body, the Catholic Church, it's He should and is greatly offended by their actions, it's all about Him, not me. I think I've been acting sort of like a human shield for Christ, standing up and saying: "No, no, Lord! Let me get offended for you," and thus getting mad a depressed in the process. Needless to say, this is not my job, I do Our Lord no favour, by doing this He gets offended anyways and now has to deal with an angry me in the process. So now I'm standing down and contemplating what's really happening, how Our Lord is so deeply hurt by the modernists, and the constant shouting of "no" in His face, and it's big effect on me.
During the Divine Mercy hour, as I said my prayers, I opened myself up to the reality of how Our Lord is offended my the modernists, and the effect was amazing, I was really getting choked-up about it. By the time I got to the Seven Sorrows rosary, I was exhausted, but I really feel like I'm on the right track, that this is a huge step forward. Still, I would like to hear your opinions on this practice, is this improvement? Am I doing this right? Do you have any other comments on this?
Hail Mary, full of sorrows, the Crucified is with thee. Tearful art thou among women
and tearful is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of the Crucified, pray for us, crucifiers of thy Son, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
Holy Mary, Mother of the Crucified, pray for us, crucifiers of thy Son, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.