My main issue is a lack of support. The kids dad is a dead end. I tried and tried and hes just made excuses to come and get his kid and help. Always does his mother's bidding but cant help me but left me 24 msgs on my phone bc i told him no he couldn't claim his daughter. So thats done. Not relying on him.
* In process osf child support ...but im missing a few docs.
* Im already on ebt and have child care daycare set up.
However the daycare closed from the 11th and will open up on the 24th bc of Corona exposure. That hurt me so much bc daycare is literally more reliable than my family ( my brothers are decent)
Basically i cant study. Im doing hwk but i cant study and one class in taking is Anatomy & Physiology. Its so much information at once and i feel i have nothing in my head. I also have a math class and i suck so much at math.
Since daycare has been closed I "try" to study but that usually ends up with me feeding and changing my kids and rocking them to sleep... When one goes to sleep the other gets up. No time to study. Also my kids are sick since its cold and flu so they're miserable. Had to do Covid testing... Er visit so im all over the place.
Not to mention when i finally set up daycare my mom dad were so disapproving and mad. I asked my mom to ride to the place so i can show her where it incase i needed her to get the kids in case od emergency. She said no. Then my dad was on the phone talking to someone on the phonr about me saying i was weak, if you cant watch your own kids you shouldnt have had them. My mom also calls me weak. Anyway..
My issue is when my parents try to coach me from the couch.. Esp my dad. Like today when i have everything laid out. All my books. And my son or daughter gets up he'll say i need to change them. Feed them. Do it now. Theyre hungry.. All while on his tablet.
Yes i get he doesnt have to help but if youre not going to help dont coach from the sidelines.. I already know what to do.
Then he said i had to go bc he needs to get sleep ( has to pick up my mom.. She works far) so the lights were turnes out at te table i was studying. Rushed me to go. I have to cart 2 babies out and all my school stuff.. So i cant move fast.
And he called my mom on me anyway..even though i was gone and my mom blamed me for letting him treat me like that saying i choose to be stuck in my room..
He also orders me around when it comes to my own kids. Saying you need to do this and you need to do it now.
My dad says he needs absolute quiet to sleep but threatens to wake my own kids up. Barges through my room. They told me they didnt have to walk on egg shells for my kids.
This is just the tip.. Well u can read through my threads and see everything if u like.
Anywho. Im trying not to do hotel living. Bc itl eat up all my money.( tax/ school) im trying to do whats best for my kids nd i. I wanted to go to school so i could provide for my kids and make decent money. You need it with the way pricing is set up for 1bedrooms alone. C.O.L. has soared
Im just trying to better my kids lives and i feel i cant do that. My plan was to just work and move.. I had a job but when school started i let it go bc it was too rigorous for me.
Idk my classes end in May i dont want to fail them. Im think ill just move then and do school a little at a time.
* In process osf child support ...but im missing a few docs.
* Im already on ebt and have child care daycare set up.
However the daycare closed from the 11th and will open up on the 24th bc of Corona exposure. That hurt me so much bc daycare is literally more reliable than my family ( my brothers are decent)
Basically i cant study. Im doing hwk but i cant study and one class in taking is Anatomy & Physiology. Its so much information at once and i feel i have nothing in my head. I also have a math class and i suck so much at math.
Since daycare has been closed I "try" to study but that usually ends up with me feeding and changing my kids and rocking them to sleep... When one goes to sleep the other gets up. No time to study. Also my kids are sick since its cold and flu so they're miserable. Had to do Covid testing... Er visit so im all over the place.
Not to mention when i finally set up daycare my mom dad were so disapproving and mad. I asked my mom to ride to the place so i can show her where it incase i needed her to get the kids in case od emergency. She said no. Then my dad was on the phone talking to someone on the phonr about me saying i was weak, if you cant watch your own kids you shouldnt have had them. My mom also calls me weak. Anyway..
My issue is when my parents try to coach me from the couch.. Esp my dad. Like today when i have everything laid out. All my books. And my son or daughter gets up he'll say i need to change them. Feed them. Do it now. Theyre hungry.. All while on his tablet.
Yes i get he doesnt have to help but if youre not going to help dont coach from the sidelines.. I already know what to do.
Then he said i had to go bc he needs to get sleep ( has to pick up my mom.. She works far) so the lights were turnes out at te table i was studying. Rushed me to go. I have to cart 2 babies out and all my school stuff.. So i cant move fast.
And he called my mom on me anyway..even though i was gone and my mom blamed me for letting him treat me like that saying i choose to be stuck in my room..
He also orders me around when it comes to my own kids. Saying you need to do this and you need to do it now.
My dad says he needs absolute quiet to sleep but threatens to wake my own kids up. Barges through my room. They told me they didnt have to walk on egg shells for my kids.
This is just the tip.. Well u can read through my threads and see everything if u like.
Anywho. Im trying not to do hotel living. Bc itl eat up all my money.( tax/ school) im trying to do whats best for my kids nd i. I wanted to go to school so i could provide for my kids and make decent money. You need it with the way pricing is set up for 1bedrooms alone. C.O.L. has soared
Im just trying to better my kids lives and i feel i cant do that. My plan was to just work and move.. I had a job but when school started i let it go bc it was too rigorous for me.
Idk my classes end in May i dont want to fail them. Im think ill just move then and do school a little at a time.