Jesus said, with God all things are possible (Matthew 19:26).
But also not all sin leads to spiritual death (1 John 5:16-17).
Yes. We have to have faith in Him and His Word. For faith comes by hearing and hearing the Word of God; And without faith, it is impossible to please Him. Abraham obeyed God in sacrificing his son Isaac and passed God's test of faith.
I am glad you will pray about it.
Jeremiah 33:3 is the one of the best things ever for us to do.
That and employing
2 Timothy 2:15 KJV, as well.
Ensuring your salvation with the Lord, glorifying Jesus and His sacrifice by the life you live, and being a light to others are some of the best reasons not to be sinful.
Read Ephesians 5:25-27 and Titus 2:14 to learn about why Christ gave (sacrificed) Himself for us.
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