A lot has happened in the last 6 months. I also was hospitalized with a really bad pnuemonia for a few days. I still don't feel back to myself. My pulmonologist said it can take up to two months to feel back to yourself.
I still live with my Mom due to a disability and she has her own issuses. She has depression which she isn't getting help for, and I think it's affecting me. I have depression too(officially diagnosed.) I think it's coming back. It makes it hard to see what God has done for me, to see the bigger picture.
I am a Christian. I am praying every day although sometimes I don't know what to say or have anything to say, and listen to the audio Bible. I get frustrated when I feel things aren't progressing fast enough in turns of relationship with Him.
I am having a hard time trusting Him with my life and what my future living situation may entail; that He will lead me to a place where I will be healthy and happy where I will have the support I need due to my disability.
I have Generalized Anxiety and OCD.
I also would like to maybe marry or have a significant other who is similar to me in some ways. But if that's not in God's plan I could be alone the rest of my life.
I want to know God had my best interests at heart. If an answer to a prayer is a no I want to know He has something better in mind.
I still live with my Mom due to a disability and she has her own issuses. She has depression which she isn't getting help for, and I think it's affecting me. I have depression too(officially diagnosed.) I think it's coming back. It makes it hard to see what God has done for me, to see the bigger picture.
I am a Christian. I am praying every day although sometimes I don't know what to say or have anything to say, and listen to the audio Bible. I get frustrated when I feel things aren't progressing fast enough in turns of relationship with Him.
I am having a hard time trusting Him with my life and what my future living situation may entail; that He will lead me to a place where I will be healthy and happy where I will have the support I need due to my disability.
I have Generalized Anxiety and OCD.
I also would like to maybe marry or have a significant other who is similar to me in some ways. But if that's not in God's plan I could be alone the rest of my life.
I want to know God had my best interests at heart. If an answer to a prayer is a no I want to know He has something better in mind.