One of the things that Jesus Christ has brought to my attention in dreams is how people react to me normally. Last night God showed me where I was sitting beside this guy, his hand was to his cheek and unknown to me my hand was in a similar position. This person got annoyed asking me while I was doing my hand the same way he was doing his hand. I did not position my hand anywhere on purpose, it was an unconscious action. It doesn't take much for people to be annoyed at me, including the father of my children.
Persons around simply do not understand or want to understand what I am going through. So they dismiss me as being insincere, giving excuses for my behavior, not genuine, or a good person. It is easy for persons to dismiss me as an annoyance but what have been done to me, if explained fully, would be jarring to persons. For example being physically tortured, being raped, dogs being trained to assault me, and the list goes on. I do not remember much of it, Jesus Christ shows me what has happened to me in dreams.
Persons around simply do not understand or want to understand what I am going through. So they dismiss me as being insincere, giving excuses for my behavior, not genuine, or a good person. It is easy for persons to dismiss me as an annoyance but what have been done to me, if explained fully, would be jarring to persons. For example being physically tortured, being raped, dogs being trained to assault me, and the list goes on. I do not remember much of it, Jesus Christ shows me what has happened to me in dreams.
