- Jul 17, 2003
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I have myself in a bit of a rut and just want to be able to discuss it somewhere and somehow.
I'm training to be a music teacher and the work load is heaving! I'm in school from 8 - 5 and then I'm working after that on lesson plans and dont get to bed until midnight! I think get up at 6 and get ready,,,, I have hardly any time for God and if I do before I go to be i end up falling asleep and if I do in the morning I'm always really tired and then have the fear that I'm running late and will miss my bus into school!
I've got a few things on my mind that I know God wants to reveal to me more. And when I do give God time I end up crying cus I know that I should be spending more time with him and I wonder if I'm doing his will at all! Church really touches me regularly but I really do feel that I'm so not allowing God into my life fully. There are so many things confusing me and frustrating me that I really need to talk to God about and yet cant cus I have not time! The only reason I'm on here is to ask these questions that are burning me at the moment - I'm in the library doing work!
What can I do?
Erica
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I'm training to be a music teacher and the work load is heaving! I'm in school from 8 - 5 and then I'm working after that on lesson plans and dont get to bed until midnight! I think get up at 6 and get ready,,,, I have hardly any time for God and if I do before I go to be i end up falling asleep and if I do in the morning I'm always really tired and then have the fear that I'm running late and will miss my bus into school!
I've got a few things on my mind that I know God wants to reveal to me more. And when I do give God time I end up crying cus I know that I should be spending more time with him and I wonder if I'm doing his will at all! Church really touches me regularly but I really do feel that I'm so not allowing God into my life fully. There are so many things confusing me and frustrating me that I really need to talk to God about and yet cant cus I have not time! The only reason I'm on here is to ask these questions that are burning me at the moment - I'm in the library doing work!
What can I do?
Erica
xxx