I was inspired by Nilahk81's thread: I'm tired of spiritual warfare.
I thought it might be helpful, for those of us who are willing to share, to tell here, what is the:
"Thorn in YOUR flesh"...
Mine is PMS / PMT....becasue it really affects my relationship with Yahweh and my spiritual walk in Him.
When I am feeling great, I am interested in learning and growing in the spirit. I am happy and feel that nothing will phase me. I'm kind and polite, and I'll even make conversation with a stranger.
BUT.....when my PMS hormones begin to kick in.....I change. Things that didn't bother me yesterday begin grinding on my nerves. What I coped with yesterday, I can't deal with today.
I feel as though the world is on top of my shoulders, and lose interest in my spiritual walk (in varying degrees).
I get snappy with my family, and when I am out and about, I put my head down and get cranky (on the inside) if a stranger tries to talk to me.
I just want to be by myself, and vegetate.
It's horrible being so inconsistant, and unable to control my moods.
I really affect my spiritual walk, because I am so up and down, hot and cold, and I get completely frustrated that I am this way.
Also, because my cycle is inconsistant, there are times that I dont realise that it is PMS affecting me, and I freak myself out with the sudden change in moods...and give MYSELF a hard time over it....."What is wrong with me?" I think to myself.
It isn't until my period actually begins and I am in a better frame of mind, that I can actually evaluate the situation and say to myself....."Oh!.....it was PMS".
Wierd huh!
It might not seem like such a big thorn....but if you had to live inside my head for a month or two....you would understand how much it affects me.
Iiiiiich!
Bon
I thought it might be helpful, for those of us who are willing to share, to tell here, what is the:
"Thorn in YOUR flesh"...
Mine is PMS / PMT....becasue it really affects my relationship with Yahweh and my spiritual walk in Him.
When I am feeling great, I am interested in learning and growing in the spirit. I am happy and feel that nothing will phase me. I'm kind and polite, and I'll even make conversation with a stranger.
BUT.....when my PMS hormones begin to kick in.....I change. Things that didn't bother me yesterday begin grinding on my nerves. What I coped with yesterday, I can't deal with today.
I feel as though the world is on top of my shoulders, and lose interest in my spiritual walk (in varying degrees).
I get snappy with my family, and when I am out and about, I put my head down and get cranky (on the inside) if a stranger tries to talk to me.
I just want to be by myself, and vegetate.
It's horrible being so inconsistant, and unable to control my moods.
I really affect my spiritual walk, because I am so up and down, hot and cold, and I get completely frustrated that I am this way.
Also, because my cycle is inconsistant, there are times that I dont realise that it is PMS affecting me, and I freak myself out with the sudden change in moods...and give MYSELF a hard time over it....."What is wrong with me?" I think to myself.
It isn't until my period actually begins and I am in a better frame of mind, that I can actually evaluate the situation and say to myself....."Oh!.....it was PMS".
Wierd huh!
It might not seem like such a big thorn....but if you had to live inside my head for a month or two....you would understand how much it affects me.
Iiiiiich!
Bon