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I dont know where to put this post so Ill just stick it here. I am seriuosly thinking about leaving all of it behind. God and the whole church bit. I don't know how many times I have asked God to help me. I keep on doing the same horrible sin over again. I don't know how many times I have gotten on my knees and asked God to take this sin away from me and the next day I do the same thing over again. I have accepted the Lord into my heart. At least I think I did. I I dunno, but when I think am leaving I feel like I am leaving something big behind. It makes me cry harder. I have put this same post on a exchristian forum and they say they experinced the same thing. I dont want to leave God behind but it seems like this is my only option since He isnt helping me.