The Holidays blew me into a fog

[healy]

tomorrow must be better than today because right now today is pretty bad. I have not even eaten since tuesday,just drank. so wow and shame on me again for even trying to help or give support to anyone. my Christmas totally had to be the worst one ever and I drank myself to sleep through most of it.

I have 2 dr appt tomorrow. I also have court. I think I am capable of starting over but this is getting old and expensive.

pray for me. please pray for me.
thanks
healy

 

[RuthD]

I feel so much in sync with you, I really do understand and and prray that Jesus
will lead you to a much better place. God bless you. I hopeyou understand where I am coming from. Blessing to you dear.

 

[TheMainException]

No shame friend...accept the situation with a nod and a prayer, but do not be ashamed...God has covered you. Learn and move forward, but never be ashamed. Continue to help others...for in your struggle, you gain valuable knowledge that can help others.

 

[BlessEwe]

So glad to see you back Healy, you have been on my heart for a while.
Perhaps seek out a AA/recovery group for support. It is so hard to stop alone.

 

[BobW188]

Do seek out some kind of group. And don't forget this one. It's not as good as face-to-face or phone; but it's a lot better than just going it alone.

 

[madison1101]

I understand how insidious alcohol is, and can only advise you to get to some face to face support meetings, like AA. Learn how to live without alcohol from the others in the meetings.

Hugs,
Trish

 

[Barnabas71]

I hope you are well now. Speaking from experience, the enemy can often strike us when we are less alert; and what better time than when we are nice and relaxed and on holiday!

Don’t give up. Keep looking ahead. You sound overall a resilient and determined person. You can make it through. Try if at all possible to spend as much time with friends - if you can. Company is a great way of raising one’s mood and optimism, making you more stronger against falling. The above words are said in Chritian love, and not being preachy. Stay strong.
God bless you.