Hi, Marvin
God bless you
I am Bill
I do understand the Bible means God is in full control of all.
And Romans chapter nine is context for what I mean.
And the Bible plainly says we all have been slaves of sin, and this includes Hebrews 2:14-15. If my will is in slavery to Satan, it is not free. And Jesus told Paul to minister for us to be delivered
"from the power of Satan to God," in Acts 26:18. To me, now, I see this includes that there is no middle ground between Satan's power and God Himself.
There is no in-between free will.
Either a person is worked-in by
"the spirit who now works in the sons of disobedience"; or
"it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure." (Philippians 2:13)
Obedience, then, means God is the One working our wills to will what He wants. So, in case we are supposing we are making our own choices, by our own ability . . . only God is good, and therefore the only One capable of willing what is good; so, then, we need His grace which has us willing all He desires.
Either we are slaves of Satan, then, or we are
"joined to the Lord" and
"one spirit with Him." (in 1 Corinthians 6:17) If you are
"one spirit with" Jesus, you are not free from Jesus. And in union with Christ our wills become more and more how Jesus makes us
"free indeed" (John 8:36) . . . but this in sharing with Him, because of being
"one spirit with Him". Jesus in us shares His freedom with us, more and more as we grow in Him > Galatians 4:19, Ephesians 6:10.
Apart from Christ, we have no real, trustworthy freedom, then. But our only real freedom is in sharing with Jesus in us, and this while we are submitting at every moment - - - to how He is guiding us
"continually" (Isaiah 58:11) . . . in His yoke in which we have
"rest for your souls." (in Matthew 11:28-30)
But the will of ego is free from this, so we can get ourselves into trouble and frustration and social error and hurts and unforgiveness, and arguing to justify this, instead of first seeking God for Himself.
"Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you." (James 4:7)
If we submit to God, He changes our character so it is our nature to freely flow with Him, more and better all the time. Our self and its will is a problem, then; this is why Jesus says >
"If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me." (in Luke 9:23)
My self which I need to deny includes my ego's will which is free from how God our Father would rule us and share so personally with us in His very own peace > Colossians 3:15. So, this is why our own willing keeps getting us what is so inferior > we need real correction > Hebrews 12:4-11.